Tick tock ( Read more... )

They come and they go. I woke up this morning feeling empty, void. I haven't felt full and alive in quite awhile, regardless of my new apartment, a stones toss from Seattle. The boys came for a visit, only three days but three days enough to remind me of the way that you can feel electric. With the energy of people who you become close to. Part of ( Read more... )

There comes a point when you have been single for so long that you just... don't consider what it is to be considerate of someone else in your life all the time. I don't know how to not be selfish anymore. To a point. Of course each relationship with someone is a constant compromise, and with each person we are willing to bend different ways, or ( Read more... )

There is always a point. A point on a line and once you reach that point, you essentially cross a line. Once across that line, it's no longer possible to ignore everything that you had up to said point ( Read more... )

Three weeks to go and I am really not sure where the time went, how it can be so close to the end. The days are starting to dissipate and the night comes early. Thirty minutes of daylight a week we lose to the darkness, and I am starting to wonder what it would be like here in the winter time. I have considered finding a winter position in Alaska ( Read more... )

So I walk through this place and I definitely have a different strut, took me a minute to find a foot holding but it's there. I feel like I am some where that I kind of belong. It is some where that I feel comfortable for the most part, and some where where people know *me by name. They see me and they know my name before I know theirs. That rarely ( Read more... )

So suddenly the time is here and I am about to leave for my adventure. I would be lying if I said that I am not really nervous, but the excitement is starting to creep in as well. I have joined the site CoolWorks which has a group for all of the arriving Princess employees and I have been reading the blogs and other peoples experience. It seems ( Read more... )

I really don't know where to start ( Read more... )

I was woken up by a call to come into work. I desperately didn't want to go in, but it was only for three hours and Amanda needed someone to cover. So I said to the hell with it, I will go in. Luckily the afternoon passed pretty quickly, even though I was working alone with Nelly. I like the girl to some extent. She has a spirit about her, and I ( Read more... )

Even though I moan and groan when my dog lays on my feet at night, sticking his long deer legs under mine, taking up all the space.. I miss him when he doesn't sleep with me. His little groans and whimpers, nudges and his steady breathing. I look around the room for him and become jealous when I see he is sleeping on the other bed in my room. When ( Read more... )