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Lots has been happening, but I haven't written in ages. I have been so exhausted, which is the downside to being busy, and with the possibility of CFS, everything exhausts me really.
Last night, I drifted off still wearing my contacts, listening to music, it was pretty much without any warning. I felt tired, but I wasn't planning on sleeping, hence not taking my contacts out. I kept waking up in the middle of the night with sore eyes, but not being able to comprehend what was going on at the time, I just fell back asleep each time. I woke up with sore, dry eyes and a dead battery. I was in an awful mood because my music is my lifeline for the horrible bus ride to school, but as soon as I stepped outside, the springtime made me feel better.
It's been so nice waking up to birds for once, and before they changed the clocks, sunlight. The weather let up, no more cold, bitter temperatures, and today, just a teeshirt, no jacket, would be suitable, which made me think of the Lucksmiths' song all day.
Bre and I made plans already to meet up at the library to take care of some school work. We'll probably end out on the lawn because it's so nice out. Afterwards, I think we're going to get Chinese and then, if we have time, pick up a game of Frisbee before the sun sets. There's a slight overcast, but it'll be a nice time.
Speaking of school work, because I've been accepted into university, I haven't been too dedicated to actually completing my assignments and studying. It's nice to take a little break, and in lieu of work, I've been reading and just spending time doing nothing. I'm so excited to start university though, even if it may be spring of 2008, and not this fall.
Work has been, well, work. They've been giving me more hours, but the people still suck, and I think the new waitress stole my tips. It's so exhausting.
School has been exhausting, the people though. There are a few people I can stand, but overall, I have nothing in common with anyone, anymore. Even the people that I pal around with, we have nothing in common. It's probably why I'm so distant to most people. I don't know. I used to think that it was one party's fault: I didn't try or they weren't interested, but now, I realize that all along it was a two way street going nowhere. We could pass each other, but no one too the effort to really get involved. I don't regret anything though. In retrospect, my schooling has been a pretty good experience.
I have to go, I better shift my ass and go meet Bre.
Last night, I drifted off still wearing my contacts, listening to music, it was pretty much without any warning. I felt tired, but I wasn't planning on sleeping, hence not taking my contacts out. I kept waking up in the middle of the night with sore eyes, but not being able to comprehend what was going on at the time, I just fell back asleep each time. I woke up with sore, dry eyes and a dead battery. I was in an awful mood because my music is my lifeline for the horrible bus ride to school, but as soon as I stepped outside, the springtime made me feel better.
It's been so nice waking up to birds for once, and before they changed the clocks, sunlight. The weather let up, no more cold, bitter temperatures, and today, just a teeshirt, no jacket, would be suitable, which made me think of the Lucksmiths' song all day.
Bre and I made plans already to meet up at the library to take care of some school work. We'll probably end out on the lawn because it's so nice out. Afterwards, I think we're going to get Chinese and then, if we have time, pick up a game of Frisbee before the sun sets. There's a slight overcast, but it'll be a nice time.
Speaking of school work, because I've been accepted into university, I haven't been too dedicated to actually completing my assignments and studying. It's nice to take a little break, and in lieu of work, I've been reading and just spending time doing nothing. I'm so excited to start university though, even if it may be spring of 2008, and not this fall.
Work has been, well, work. They've been giving me more hours, but the people still suck, and I think the new waitress stole my tips. It's so exhausting.
School has been exhausting, the people though. There are a few people I can stand, but overall, I have nothing in common with anyone, anymore. Even the people that I pal around with, we have nothing in common. It's probably why I'm so distant to most people. I don't know. I used to think that it was one party's fault: I didn't try or they weren't interested, but now, I realize that all along it was a two way street going nowhere. We could pass each other, but no one too the effort to really get involved. I don't regret anything though. In retrospect, my schooling has been a pretty good experience.
I have to go, I better shift my ass and go meet Bre.