Sep 27, 2011 01:39
Borrowed a book from library on love scopes. Not that I really believe in horoscope or zodiac but simply out of boredom.
But it is horrifying accurate to certain points.
To quote,
"Within the wit and wisdom of the Gemini is the division of self. One side sees life as full of grand possibilities in the connection with others, and the other sees it as full of personal events that can't be shared."
"They have a part that they just love (the mental, clear, light, easy side - considered the one that came from a good) and another that they aren't so accepting of (the heavier, more distrusting, cautious, easily hurt side - said to be the one that came from a mortal."
Ok, can remove the mortal or not then? -_-"'
"The eventual goal is to get these two separate components to spend more time together so that they bring balance to their extreme world: to metaphorically bring the light into the dark and a bit of dark to the light."
Ok time to spend time with myself. :S ????
"It's a worthy goal that isn't so easy to accomplish; however as long as Geminis understand the concept of this split and can create an inner observer, the battle is already won."
Oh in conclusion I am schizophrenic then!!!
However it seems that I am losing my battle.
I always say there seems to be 3 me in a body.
But the inner observer seems to be disappearing.
My emotions are clashing one another.
I don't like emotions. It clouds one's mind.
I sympathize too much till I feel too much anger and hatred.
My emotions are currently seriously messed up.
Yet I have to be seemingly nonchalant.