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[conscienceless]

I was going to make a list of everything I fear...everything that's be nagging at me...things I can't seem to work myself past...then I remembered that I'm still an image in some people's heads that is far from accurate...I'm tired of hiding...but I'm tired of explaining...mostly because its never really understood...but then how could it be

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[rhombus_6]

youre still a bitch for not coming up here

[conscienceless]

I know...it weighs heavily on my mind...I'm good at giving myself guilt trips......

[rhombus_6]

you should get better at other types of "trips" then eh?

[psychoerotika]

figures you get to bring the cheap stuff ;-)

and it's a damn good thing you don't live closer. we could so easily have one great big suicide party... and i'm not even in the mood for that kind of fun today...

xOx

[conscienceless]

I just want a night off...away from everything...where I can annihilate myself in a alcoholic binge and come close to shaking Carl's (my pet name for death) hand one more time...we meet often...he's bastard though...sucks at his job...I'll tell him you say hi......

[psychoerotika]

yeah, and tell him i'll take a rain check. xOx

[vista_rotta]

Saturday...m.d. 20/20? Ya herd?

[conscienceless]

I'll be home all saturday...stop in if you're bored

[rcklesbrning]

glad i didn't read this before i left for the weekend.

:(