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I was going to make a list of everything I fear...everything that's be nagging at me...things I can't seem to work myself past...then I remembered that I'm still an image in some people's heads that is far from accurate...I'm tired of hiding...but I'm tired of explaining...mostly because its never really understood...but then how could it be...
I guess I'll list a fear:
I fear being found out.
So tell you what...I'll continue living my lie for awhile longer...you continue accepting it...and we'll call it an equal injustice...throw our hands in the air...have an Injustice Party...and the dramatic ending can be me vanishing like I always said I would...that whole 30 years old thing is really starting to nag me again...I thought I was making progress...you'd think after 23 years I would have understood that I shouldn't trust myself......
You bring the drinks...I'll get the chips......
Sums up how I feel lately......
I guess I'll list a fear:
I fear being found out.
So tell you what...I'll continue living my lie for awhile longer...you continue accepting it...and we'll call it an equal injustice...throw our hands in the air...have an Injustice Party...and the dramatic ending can be me vanishing like I always said I would...that whole 30 years old thing is really starting to nag me again...I thought I was making progress...you'd think after 23 years I would have understood that I shouldn't trust myself......
You bring the drinks...I'll get the chips......
Sums up how I feel lately......