This is more of a chain fire than a salvo.
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I want to talk about a lot of things.
I want to talk about this video about dating, but for people with disabilities. While I am fortunate that I have no disability(?), I think that has... made me inspired for something. And this something isn't really related to dating in the first place.
I want to live in Japan. There are many things I like about japan. There are also many reasons why I should not live in Japan. I can assure you that Animé had no/minimal influence for this thought of mine. But I do ask myself if I am blinded by my impression of the ideal version of Japan.
Speaking of Animé, it has devoured me for the past few months. I created a Netflix account and began watching Konosuba on mid-July, but the spiral continues to overwhelm me. I watched
Kyoukai No Kanata, then Anohana. Now I'm juggling between My Senpai is Annoying and Violet Evergarden. The world of Violet Evergarden is breathtaking. Violet's eyes are very beautiful. I do not know if I should compare it to sapphire or to the ocean as it sparkles with the rays of the sun. I do not say this with affinity or as if I am smitten or something. Just that Violet Evergarden - both the character and the Animé - is very beautiful.
For several times I have made the mistake of watching Animé before going to sleep. It is a bad idea. My mind is supposed to calm down before I sleep, but watching intensely stimulates my mind. It must calm down if I am to sleep.
Sorry, I said I want to talk about a lot of things, not ramble about one thing. I will come back to these things. Maybe someday.
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I want to study Japanese. However I ask myself what my motive or purpose is. If this gives me the ability to fulfill my desire to live in Japan, then I think this is one of the most important things I have to do. But since I am uncertain of my true motives or desires, I... might have to think this further.
I want to learn how to play the piano. We have this organ/electronic piano we have had since... for the longest time. I'm not sure if it is still working. Additionally, I don't know if I can use earphones to listen to it, so I can practice without creating too much noise outside my room. I will have to see and try it out.
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I want to explain all these things. I want to talk about a lot more things, but... I will have to end for now.