meaningless words. . . .
Remember the night i was cleaning your kitchen and you took my hands in yours and said you care so much about me, and i looked at you and said the same thing? That conversation opened alot of doors, possibilities and deciet. It told me alot, even though i can't remember alot of it for the life of me. But I do remember you saying you cared, well answer me this. . . How is it you care for me when u can't call? You call when your on the way home from the bar and you want something. As your own BEST FRIEND says you find a way to get ahold of people when you want something. when YOU want it. How fair is that. Which is why i'm yet again saying I'm done. And I know in god knows how long, days, weeks, months, you will eventually come back and as i said before the cycle starts all over again. And I know when you walk through that door again and i give you the cold shoulder until you apologize for the 4th time in the end I will go back. you will always be somewhere in me, because for some reason you have impacted me. I don't know why, how or for what reason but u have. But I need to forget for awhile. until next time.
peace[♥]
peace[♥]