Can You Hear Me?
Sitting here waiting. Waiting to go to mexico. waiting for people. waiting for you to wake up and realize what and who i am. wiating for people to stop making bad decisions. waiting to just finish this life and start a new one.
So I basically fixed things with Shawna and Brant last night, like i said i would. In the process, we learned alot about a girl. . . . . and a friendship was torn a little bit. actually a few were. Tears, regret, everything came up last night.
oh yeah, haha. I was drunk. sent a few messages. some i probably shoudln't have but whatever. I'm not gonna take them back. I was drunk whatever. so was he. But I got him to call bittttcccchhhhheeeessss. hahahaha. God even though i know i shouldn't give him the time of day i do. lol because i want to. oh fucking well. I'm screwing myself over. but what happens right now, makes me happy. This voice makes me happy. lol.
oh p.s. the singing IS him. basically he sung for me that night while i was laying there. drunk.
So I basically fixed things with Shawna and Brant last night, like i said i would. In the process, we learned alot about a girl. . . . . and a friendship was torn a little bit. actually a few were. Tears, regret, everything came up last night.
oh yeah, haha. I was drunk. sent a few messages. some i probably shoudln't have but whatever. I'm not gonna take them back. I was drunk whatever. so was he. But I got him to call bittttcccchhhhheeeessss. hahahaha. God even though i know i shouldn't give him the time of day i do. lol because i want to. oh fucking well. I'm screwing myself over. but what happens right now, makes me happy. This voice makes me happy. lol.
oh p.s. the singing IS him. basically he sung for me that night while i was laying there. drunk.