FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

[confuzedgirl]

I have fucking learned today that you can't fucking trust anything anyone says anymore. . . . haha. I mean fuck how could i have ever thought he was EVER telling me the truth. If your going to use the stuff i gave you for something other than what you told me than fucking tell me. . . . don't leave it for me to find out on msypace. how fucking RETARDED IS THAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh I hate this shit i hate it so much. I hate the life I'm living I hate the stuff I do I hate the boys for lying I hate being used I hate that i now turn to drugs and alcohol to ease my angers and pains. I hate me. I hate that I give him money. I hate that he lies to me. I hate that I let myself get this low. I hate THIS! i HATE THIS LIFE!!!!!!
whatever I'm getting belligerent tonight. I don't even care. I don't care about anything. I don't. Fuck it.