C U Next Tuesday.

[confustratedme]

Mom.. what the fuck. You've known i'm coming to Oklahoma for thanksgiving since last month. Today, you decided to tell me that you have other family staying with you, and that niether you nor grama have room for me. You are such a bitch. You know what? fuck it. My girlfriend and her puppy are my life right now. I promised my grandmother i'd be there for thanksgiving and damnit i'll be there. i'll sleep in my car with my girlfriend and our dog. And you can put your money on the fact that the car that i sleep in won't be parked in your fucking driveway. You don't deserve to have me in your life. But I am too nice to deny a mother her daughter.  It's really hard to get over 16 years of not having you in my life emotionally or financially. But it's even harder when we actually talk. When I make efforts to save you money by NOT flying down to see you.  You know, that's what gets me the most. You always say you have no money... that you just can't afford to do anything for me. This time it has NOTHING to do with money. You dont have to pay a fucking penny out of pocket. All i needed was a bedroom to sleep in. Erin, the dog, and myself can all sleep in just the one room. But you couldn't even do that for me. For 2 nights. TWO FUCKING NIGHTS FOR THANKSFUCKINGGIVING.

Thanks ma. thanks a lot.
Thanks for nothing.