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[confustratedme]

will be home until four today.
I was going to work on writing a song and painting a picture for erin... but...

i just dont feel creative today.

i feel as alone as I am right now.

I should get out. I should bring the dog to the dog park, sit on a bench in the far corner, and play my ukulele.
I should go find a bank.
I should figure out how the hell i'm going to bring my girlfriend and her puppy to thanksgiving dinner.
I should go to the gym.
I should do something for christsake.

I shouldn't sit in my room and play video games.
I shouldn't fall asleep to the TV with a half-eaten bowl of cereal.
I shouldn't waste away.

I should care.