Doing a little better
Not sure who still reads this anymore, or if you are sick of hearing from me recently... but this is a more positive post. I talked to Jeff yesterday, he came to me. I had never really know what i had hoped to accomplish by seeing him, but i accomplished it. He gave me a hug and kind of let me hold on for a bit and that hug really helped. it was good to talk to him and just let him kno how my past few days were going. he's doing ok, and i'm glad.. now that i saw him and spoke to him i am doing a hell of a lot better. i have my friend, and thats the important thing. i have work the next few days i think i've decided not to go to jersey. all i wanted out of going home was seeing my mom and she might come down and visit on sunday. that could do me a lot of good. i really do miss her when im here, as silly as that sounds. but from the looks of it, the rest of this week will be better than the begining. i'm trying to have people over 2nite to drink, if ya wanna come let me kno.