i forgot to be emo in the post

[confusinsuitsme]

i got distracted with fillin u all in that i forgot half of the reason i wanted to make the previous post. jeff and i are back together and i am so happy about that, but it also scares me. i cling to him even more then i was before b/c i am afraid of him leaving again. i love him and i don't kno what i'd do without him. i also fear that the harder i cling the more likely he is going to run but its hard not to. i want to take advantage of all the time we are together b/c i remember when we were not. i kno i sound pathetic, but u kno what who cares. if ur my real friend it won't matter, and otherwise fuck off and stop reading this post. i need to just trust him and let the relationship happen if i don't want to lose it all. he loves me and thats what matter. we make each other happy and thats the important part, we can stick this out and last, corny as it sounds love will keep us together.
we have some issues to work on, but doesn't everyone, and all i can say is i am happy.