Just another day
wow it’s been a while.. life fly’s by when you keep yourself busy... I look at this and a whole year has passed.. the romance with Mike the change of jobs 2 or 3 times now... The drama of family.. the moving into a new apt with my best friend... and now its summer of 2008... lots has changed.. its my birthday.. not as big of deal as I felt it was last year... I had several get together last year in honor of my day.. this year.. not so much... Bryon took me out to a nice dinner yesterday.. yes Bryon.. the new love in my life... hes great.. thoughtful, considerate, and much more... and Veronica.. had dinner with her.. but that was it really.. had a BBQ with my family.. had a cake, but no happy birthday song... its weird.. birthdays are happy days for most.. but I guess when you dont have many to celebrate it with it can become a day to dread.. but tomorrow wont be my day anymore and I will have a whole year to forget about it.. until it comes around again next year.. then I will remember the year previous and remember this day... A day that is not so happy.. A day that I sit and fight back tears. but no one to really share this moment with either.. I'm never much for pity and self pity at that, but at this moment it helps sooth.. and its my birthday.. Ill cry if I want to.