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No one knows how much my life has me upset right now. Growing up I didn't come from much, we were pretty well off when I was little, but things went bad for my dad's business and we lost everything. My dad was an alcoholic, but he provided for us. He made sure somehow we always had a roof over our heads. I always said that when I was out of school I would go to college and make something of my life, and never have to live that way again. Now here I am bordering homelessness. No possible way of finding a place right now. Everything wants so much money per month, or so much to move in. How could I have screwed my life up so much? I can't help but think that I've done something to cause all of this on my self. I've tried my best to move on from all the bad people in my life, Ryan, Ron, Nikki, Dallas, but all the shit that has gone on lately, has brought me down so much, that my heart is so bruised and so broken from all the people that I have trusted have hurt me so much. If it weren't for friends like Kathy and Jay, Cody, Josh, and all the friends that have helped me lately I don't know where I'd be right now. Probably worse off than right now.