Fades
The past i would say 48 to 56 hours ya that sounds about right have been like a weird haze, i can see thru reality almost... i can almost touch what is on the other side and that scares me..
i feel as if reality is thin somehow...
as if at any moment i shall cease to exist and this eternal dream will end..
weird frightening thoughts deeply frightening...
i havent been able to sleep because they get worse and reality seems even more thin when i try to sleep...
this cant be healthy....
i should of went today but i was afraid...
i dont know why but i was, i was afraid that i would be lost. either inside of myself or just gone, kind of afraid to travel any great distances too because im afaid i wont be able to come back home.
i dont know why im afraid i just am..
it is an irrational fear i think from lack of sleep and this thinning of reality is a side effect of such but then again what came first the chicken or the egg?
ryan
i feel as if reality is thin somehow...
as if at any moment i shall cease to exist and this eternal dream will end..
weird frightening thoughts deeply frightening...
i havent been able to sleep because they get worse and reality seems even more thin when i try to sleep...
this cant be healthy....
i should of went today but i was afraid...
i dont know why but i was, i was afraid that i would be lost. either inside of myself or just gone, kind of afraid to travel any great distances too because im afaid i wont be able to come back home.
i dont know why im afraid i just am..
it is an irrational fear i think from lack of sleep and this thinning of reality is a side effect of such but then again what came first the chicken or the egg?
ryan