Hey
Well i havent updated in a while, Been pretty down and out, i hope i hear from a certain someone soon so i can get all the halloween plans sorted out, plus i could really use her advice right about now on alot of shit and could use a good talk.
About got killed the other day, Fucking boss had me build a strobe out of older parts and i got electrocuted. Pissed my pants, and lost all feeling in my right side of my body for several hours. At least i didnt piss my pants to bad... i would of had to go home then. I am hurting still badly from it all my muscles in my body feel torn and ravaged it was like wend of last week too and i am still hurting from it.
i couldnt even warp my fingers around a guitar neck for like a day and half too and that sucked.
Life sucks, i have just been so damn lonely lately.
i hate feeling lonley, and it sucks because the only person who truley understands me is so far away and i miss her alot.
not that other people dont realte too me i love all my friends, but i miss the connection i had with her.
i miss it alot.
my sleep has been getting worse... no matter how early i get up i cant fall asleep before like 6am anymore.
and its driving me nuts... cuz i am only getting 3 hours sleep if that for months now... and i am seeing shit now... shit i know couldnt posibly be real.
so i feel very fucked in the head lately
well bye everyone i love you all
About got killed the other day, Fucking boss had me build a strobe out of older parts and i got electrocuted. Pissed my pants, and lost all feeling in my right side of my body for several hours. At least i didnt piss my pants to bad... i would of had to go home then. I am hurting still badly from it all my muscles in my body feel torn and ravaged it was like wend of last week too and i am still hurting from it.
i couldnt even warp my fingers around a guitar neck for like a day and half too and that sucked.
Life sucks, i have just been so damn lonely lately.
i hate feeling lonley, and it sucks because the only person who truley understands me is so far away and i miss her alot.
not that other people dont realte too me i love all my friends, but i miss the connection i had with her.
i miss it alot.
my sleep has been getting worse... no matter how early i get up i cant fall asleep before like 6am anymore.
and its driving me nuts... cuz i am only getting 3 hours sleep if that for months now... and i am seeing shit now... shit i know couldnt posibly be real.
so i feel very fucked in the head lately
well bye everyone i love you all