mistakes...?
a lot of shit has happened
I had a pretty shitty week...but right now i can really only think about one thing
I can only think about how he's back. and about that first night....
and about last night.
and it makes me feel sick to think that it could happen all over again
i don't know what I want.
He doesn't know what he wants
maybe i do know what i want...
No one really knows what's going on except for jackie. and him(but i don't think he realizes that anything is going on)
I can't pick out the lies from the truths. Maybe i'm assuming I know him better than I really do...
Maybe I really do know him as well as I feel like I do.
I WANT to believe that I know him as well as I feel like I do
my prom date dumped me...cool for me...
my car window got shattered.
I'm failing most of my classes but for some reason can't bring myself to do my work
and HE's back
it seems like a small list...and I COULD pick out a bunch of little insignificant things just to make it longer.
But that list is enough for me.
because even that is too much.
Actually just the fact that he's here is too much
I need to be able to breathe because right now I can't
I had a pretty shitty week...but right now i can really only think about one thing
I can only think about how he's back. and about that first night....
and about last night.
and it makes me feel sick to think that it could happen all over again
i don't know what I want.
He doesn't know what he wants
maybe i do know what i want...
No one really knows what's going on except for jackie. and him(but i don't think he realizes that anything is going on)
I can't pick out the lies from the truths. Maybe i'm assuming I know him better than I really do...
Maybe I really do know him as well as I feel like I do.
I WANT to believe that I know him as well as I feel like I do
my prom date dumped me...cool for me...
my car window got shattered.
I'm failing most of my classes but for some reason can't bring myself to do my work
and HE's back
it seems like a small list...and I COULD pick out a bunch of little insignificant things just to make it longer.
But that list is enough for me.
because even that is too much.
Actually just the fact that he's here is too much
I need to be able to breathe because right now I can't