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[confused415]

so tonite is chantals last nite here,i got really emotional. i cried non stopped for like 4 hours. im going with her tomorrow to get dropped off to the airport, im gonna feel bad on the ride because i dont think im wanted. its weird. i was so upset, mad, depressed i came home, drank and now im fucking drunk!

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[rx_queen_0404]

well at least you got to see her. . .

[confused415]

we were up at dennys and it was spread all around livejournal both times and the other stuff we did and she had her cell fone everyone had t he number too

[rx_queen_0404]

uhm i dunno if you know this, but i have moved with crissy and we do not have internet yet. so dont assume that we're going to find out everything thru it. and crissy doesnt have her number either. . .how about that.

and yeah, we found out afterwards that u were gonna be at denny's the morning she left. i had gotten on the net at skewl. whoops. we did make an effort to go there, because i was assuming someone would get a hold of crissy to let her know what was going on.

[confused415]

yea well i definately for sure didnt call because i got kinda pissed at the first comment you wrote about chantal being here when you left your numbers. like whatever. we all didnt know chrissys number and we tried to call Mikes house (i think thats her step dads name), and he said she didnt have a fone. no i didnt know you lived with her. but you and chrissy should have her number. she posted it in lj before she left 3 times and everyone had it before she moved down there. im sorry you didnt get to see her. but thats not my fault, and as much as it was chantals, it was more everyone elses that didnt call her. she was up here for 10 days and saw everyone that made an effort.

[riderof_death]

we no its not your fault... It really isnt anyones fault... and sorry we didnt have the internet so yeah.... Si there for we wwere not able to read anything

[confused415]

i was never mad at you first off. i was mad because kelly the first comment, like said something like it was my fault that you havent gotten with chantal. like what was i suposed to do? and i never had your number, me and Lisa called your other house the day chantal got there to see if you wanted to go to kareoke but you moved. i know its a lost cause to fight on lj, but i was really upset like how was it my fault you and chantal didnt get in contact, and i dont think anyone had any right to pin that on me. i brought up your and her name, and i called you. so i did things on BOTH parts, and i didnt appreciate getting told that ya know. its all done and over with so what but whatever. i just dont understand. its all done. nobody needs to worry about it anymore.

[rx_queen_0404]

*scans through the first comment i made*

UHM i never blamed anyone, so dont be such a drama queen. everything doesnt involve someone being angry with you. or anyone else for that matter. . .

i dunno when you called crissy, cuz we're both oblivious to that one, but yeah its not ur fault. chantal is back in florida, i'm sure she'll be coming back in a few months, yadda yadda yadda. no one's fault at all. no one is mad at anyone. i was just mad cuz i was hoping to surprise chantal and drop in, but crissy never found out what was going on and i never got a call either so i dunno. and i never got chantals cell phone number cuz the last time i talked to her was a few days before she moved down there when she let me know everyone was going to denny's to bid farewell. i really wanted to see her cuz i felt bad about that. *oy*

whatev time to go. gotta put on some music.