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[confused415]

so tonite is chantals last nite here,i got really emotional. i cried non stopped for like 4 hours. im going with her tomorrow to get dropped off to the airport, im gonna feel bad on the ride because i dont think im wanted. its weird. i was so upset, mad, depressed i came home, drank and now im fucking drunk!

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[riderof_death]

we no its not your fault... It really isnt anyones fault... and sorry we didnt have the internet so yeah.... Si there for we wwere not able to read anything...

BTW!!!!
take a fucking chill pill...
Kelly didnt mean any thing by it and yes i am being really bitchy right now... I hurt and i am in pain and i found out one of my good friends is leaving for iraq so i am not all in a good mood to fight or bicker over stupid shit and there is no reason to fight in lj buecause it solves nothing...

PS. we would of made an effert if we knew what the fuck was going on... I was only called once. And I called vanessa and lisa and no one answered... And if i do have chantals number is is in a box un packed... Cuz you knwo i just moved.... and only have kelly and carrie to help me...
So dont go getting your pantties in a twist over a story where you dont know what whole thing...
I love you jake i really but you really need to fucking chill and yeah i am starting to santd up for my self more and if youre going to get made at my for standing up for me and kelly then so be it....

[confused415]

i was never mad at you first off. i was mad because kelly the first comment, like said something like it was my fault that you havent gotten with chantal. like what was i suposed to do? and i never had your number, me and Lisa called your other house the day chantal got there to see if you wanted to go to kareoke but you moved. i know its a lost cause to fight on lj, but i was really upset like how was it my fault you and chantal didnt get in contact, and i dont think anyone had any right to pin that on me. i brought up your and her name, and i called you. so i did things on BOTH parts, and i didnt appreciate getting told that ya know. its all done and over with so what but whatever. i just dont understand. its all done. nobody needs to worry about it anymore.

[rx_queen_0404]

*scans through the first comment i made*

UHM i never blamed anyone, so dont be such a drama queen. everything doesnt involve someone being angry with you. or anyone else for that matter. . .

i dunno when you called crissy, cuz we're both oblivious to that one, but yeah its not ur fault. chantal is back in florida, i'm sure she'll be coming back in a few months, yadda yadda yadda. no one's fault at all. no one is mad at anyone. i was just mad cuz i was hoping to surprise chantal and drop in, but crissy never found out what was going on and i never got a call either so i dunno. and i never got chantals cell phone number cuz the last time i talked to her was a few days before she moved down there when she let me know everyone was going to denny's to bid farewell. i really wanted to see her cuz i felt bad about that. *oy*

whatev time to go. gotta put on some music.