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Dave..ah...what do i say, it was a rough nite last nite thats what i say about him. last nite we wanted to see each other it wasnt working our way. i got into a fight with him, niki, mom and adam. it was awful i went fucking psyco. i swear i feel so bad, things blew outta control with me and niki i know that for fucking damn sure. so then i went and dave said something that took me off guard and then him and his friend came and got me, we smoke and then went to bed and watched a movie and cuddled all nite and it was great. i really like him. the weird part was earlier in the day he tells me he just wants to be friends. well it seemed like we were more than friends last nite, it always fucking happens to me. anyways i had a wonderful nite with him, and then ahd a wonderful morning/mid after noon. and and, I got a fucking Valentine, i still hate the fucking day because its love and all about love and i dont have it. but im still not going to be alone. im going to have a wodnerful evening with a good guy. its gonna be good i hope!
I dont know why but i really fucking like him. like i dont know why either, should i? i dont know if its going to go anywhere. hey im young enough right, whys it matter. its not like im having sex with the guy (its not sarcasm arent you proud) im not giving up anything but the way i feel. right. I dont know everythings whatever. im having samantha and Niki day tomorrow and we're going to ahve a blast. im kinda pissed he didnt call like he said he would when he dropped me off today but owell he cares about me, he said so. i know people are thinking, people say alot of things, but i can tell, and why wouldnt he. im a good guy. whatever. things are retarded!
I dont know why but i really fucking like him. like i dont know why either, should i? i dont know if its going to go anywhere. hey im young enough right, whys it matter. its not like im having sex with the guy (its not sarcasm arent you proud) im not giving up anything but the way i feel. right. I dont know everythings whatever. im having samantha and Niki day tomorrow and we're going to ahve a blast. im kinda pissed he didnt call like he said he would when he dropped me off today but owell he cares about me, he said so. i know people are thinking, people say alot of things, but i can tell, and why wouldnt he. im a good guy. whatever. things are retarded!