its over- long distance all for nothing

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my heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me..
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me..

And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind

how can a love so genuine "fade away" for him. My heart and my head just will not accept that. It does not feel right or true or real.