Stuff
Yesterday got a bit hectic. A lot of last minute stuff made me late to the munch. Again, it was rockin' and I got a bit overwhelmed. I focused on my breathing and tried to keep track of the conversation. I felt a bit disconnected. I'm worried about this weekend and the inevitable "come to Jesus" meeting I'm going to get. Looking at the itinerary, I'm not even sure I will be able to make the BBQ on Monday (which is a holiday, right?). Hopefully I'll be able to slip away (I've become very adept at that.) at some point. J and I stuck around while everyone else trickled out. The conversation wasn't as awkward this time. I'm just really stressed about the future.
Today I applied to several jobs on Craigslist and I'm gonna call one of them later today when I take a break from straightening up.
Today I applied to several jobs on Craigslist and I'm gonna call one of them later today when I take a break from straightening up.