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Meh... Feeling kind of down. For stupid, stupid, stupid reasons so don't ask because I'd be embarrassed talking about them. Um. Nothing really going on. Jessi came to visit which has been fun. Gotta take her back to school tomorrow though. Right now I'm failing at conversation and fighting off sleepiness.
I got a part in the play that I tried out for, which is exciting. I haven't acted in something like four years so this is pretty cool for me. I'm looking forward to it. Mom might let the little kids skip school the day we have our night performance so that they can all come up and see it, kind of as some sort-of weird birthday present for me, but that's what I asked for. lol.
I feel dumb at the moment. Shouldn't, really. But I do. OK and I'm kind of weirded out because I'm typing out this entry, and when there's only one partial line of text I keep thinking it should start to droop if I stop typing. I think it has something to do with watching Alex play "World of Goo" earlier. God, I hope that's what it is. Either that or my brain has officially reached stupidity.
Ummmm I can't really think of anything else to say. Woo. Ashley's birthday is in five days... that means my birthday is in four weeks and one day. Wait no, that was yesterday's numbers so it's in exactly four weeks, I guess. And Ashley's is in four days. I don't know what to get her or how to get it to her or anything like that. I suck at birthdays. D: Seriously.
Also I suck at like, friendship. I really do. If you don't live in my apartment, I probably never see and/or talk to you. And I'm sorry, cuz that's like... unexcusable. To me. Cuz. I hate... things. yeah. I'm making BRILLIANT sense now. Woo. -sigh-
I need to go ahead and purchase my plane tickets. Cuz... if I don't, I'll forget or something. But I get nervous spending the money. Guh. *is dumb.* Today is a day of dumb. Of me feeling dumb anyway. Actaully that's probably every day? Yeah probably. I'm... having conversations with myself in my journal entry.... that's probably a sign that I should just post it already.
yeah, I probably should. I'll do that now.
I got a part in the play that I tried out for, which is exciting. I haven't acted in something like four years so this is pretty cool for me. I'm looking forward to it. Mom might let the little kids skip school the day we have our night performance so that they can all come up and see it, kind of as some sort-of weird birthday present for me, but that's what I asked for. lol.
I feel dumb at the moment. Shouldn't, really. But I do. OK and I'm kind of weirded out because I'm typing out this entry, and when there's only one partial line of text I keep thinking it should start to droop if I stop typing. I think it has something to do with watching Alex play "World of Goo" earlier. God, I hope that's what it is. Either that or my brain has officially reached stupidity.
Ummmm I can't really think of anything else to say. Woo. Ashley's birthday is in five days... that means my birthday is in four weeks and one day. Wait no, that was yesterday's numbers so it's in exactly four weeks, I guess. And Ashley's is in four days. I don't know what to get her or how to get it to her or anything like that. I suck at birthdays. D: Seriously.
Also I suck at like, friendship. I really do. If you don't live in my apartment, I probably never see and/or talk to you. And I'm sorry, cuz that's like... unexcusable. To me. Cuz. I hate... things. yeah. I'm making BRILLIANT sense now. Woo. -sigh-
I need to go ahead and purchase my plane tickets. Cuz... if I don't, I'll forget or something. But I get nervous spending the money. Guh. *is dumb.* Today is a day of dumb. Of me feeling dumb anyway. Actaully that's probably every day? Yeah probably. I'm... having conversations with myself in my journal entry.... that's probably a sign that I should just post it already.
yeah, I probably should. I'll do that now.