10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
• It was good. ;)
• Yes, I'm hurt; yes, I'll get over it. But I wish I'd had some say, or some... warning.
• I miss you every day. And when I do get to see you, I don't feel like that means much to you sometimes.
• You are quite honestly the best thing to happen to me, you know.
• We two are an awesome duo. We gotta be, to stand up to the guys. ;-)
• I like playing the Thesaurus game with you. xD
• You're an awesome 'papa,' lol, and a better friend.
• I never appreciated you enough.
• I didn't try hard enough for you. Maybe if I had, things would have turned out a lot differently...
• My car. haha
09 things about yourself:
• I'm severely OCD, but mostly just when it comes to books, with a few other exceptions.
• I never really feel adequate, for a number of reasons
• I wish I could learn how to play every instrument on the planet, especially the stringed ones.
• I live vicariously through friends and imaginary characters.
• I'm overweight but too lazy to do much about it.
• I feel like I don't read enough anymore
• I never recognize that I'm happy with something until I lose it
• I want kids without having them. How selfish is that.
• Oh yeah. I'm extremely selfish.
08 ways to win your heart:
• Be well read
• Give or lend me books
• Lavish me with attention, ha ha. (see selfish, above)
• Massage my back and shoulders (I'm perpetually tense)
• scratch my head
• ignore the funny noises when you do the above xD
• don't laugh at me
• hug me
07 things that cross your mind a lot:
• my family
• my friends
• books
• the internet
• random bits of ideas for stories that never fully flesh out
• whether i'm good enough
• school and career choices
06 things you do before you fall asleep:
• annoy alex
• brush my teeth
• annoy alex
• change clothes
• toss restlessly for hours
• annoy alex.
05 people who mean a lot:
• you
• you
• you
• you
• yes, and you too.
04 things you're wearing right now:
• Blue jeans
• t-shirt
• panties
• engagement ring
03 songs that you listen to often (currently):
• Radiohead, High & Dry
• Muse, Invincible
• Decemberists, O Valencia
02 things you want to do before you die:
• Go overseas
• become a parent
01 confession:
• I'm constantly desperate for approval. Any kind of approval. Verbal, physical, thumbs up, hug, kiss, word of kindness, random stranger nodding on the street. It's kind of pathetic but I need it. Approval junkie. Yes. That's me.