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hey kiddos. gosh am i restless. it's really hard working 4-12 nearly everyday and attempting to have fun before then. i try to wake up early enough to go out and do stuff, but it doesn't usually happen. ah well.
since i've last updated, i've been on vacation with my family. we went to michigan, then i stayed with allison for 3 days, which was a blast. that girl seriously has 'the life'. seriously, every wednesday, thursday and friday off work. must be nice. i'm supposed to head up there again on the 28th for the muse concert in detroit. does anyone wanna go? i'll give you gas money to drive? that's probably the only reason i wouldn't be able to go...my dad isn't too keen on that green car going anywhere. honestly, i think it would be fine, but whatever...
last night i worked until 11. when i came home, i relaxed a little bit...but then i was overwhelmed by all these.....questions and emotions and stuff. i was thinking about going back to school in september. i really want to. but i know that i'll miss home after a while too. i just really like the feel of being on break. i might try to deny that i love going to stupid giant eagle or driving around stupid mentor and going random places. but deep down i think i love it. am i really weird? i think so. but there's something about being on break here that i love so much. and it's hidden between things like giant eagle, summer nights at andy's house, bonfires at casey's, darja's family picnics that i crash, going to target and starbucks with darja, bumming around the house until work, watching conan with ryan, etc. i love that stuff. and i could make an endless list about things like this at school....but i think the home stuff makes me more happy/sad/grateful because it's just....home.
so then i was asking myself all these questions. for as lame as my life may seem, sometimes it can get pretty...exciting and interesting. and i was wondering...all these things that happen to me, and all these different people i meet at home or at school...what is it all leading to? where is my life going? the way things change in a year is mind blowing....the way things might change in 5 years is just crazy. but so so exciting. gah it's making me excited to just think about it.
pilates calls, i gotta go. later dudes.
since i've last updated, i've been on vacation with my family. we went to michigan, then i stayed with allison for 3 days, which was a blast. that girl seriously has 'the life'. seriously, every wednesday, thursday and friday off work. must be nice. i'm supposed to head up there again on the 28th for the muse concert in detroit. does anyone wanna go? i'll give you gas money to drive? that's probably the only reason i wouldn't be able to go...my dad isn't too keen on that green car going anywhere. honestly, i think it would be fine, but whatever...
last night i worked until 11. when i came home, i relaxed a little bit...but then i was overwhelmed by all these.....questions and emotions and stuff. i was thinking about going back to school in september. i really want to. but i know that i'll miss home after a while too. i just really like the feel of being on break. i might try to deny that i love going to stupid giant eagle or driving around stupid mentor and going random places. but deep down i think i love it. am i really weird? i think so. but there's something about being on break here that i love so much. and it's hidden between things like giant eagle, summer nights at andy's house, bonfires at casey's, darja's family picnics that i crash, going to target and starbucks with darja, bumming around the house until work, watching conan with ryan, etc. i love that stuff. and i could make an endless list about things like this at school....but i think the home stuff makes me more happy/sad/grateful because it's just....home.
so then i was asking myself all these questions. for as lame as my life may seem, sometimes it can get pretty...exciting and interesting. and i was wondering...all these things that happen to me, and all these different people i meet at home or at school...what is it all leading to? where is my life going? the way things change in a year is mind blowing....the way things might change in 5 years is just crazy. but so so exciting. gah it's making me excited to just think about it.
pilates calls, i gotta go. later dudes.