sigh*
It's been so long since the last time I've written what was on my mind. Latley I've been thinking to myself about things cause no one ever has the time to listen... I don't blame them. I don't want any of this any more, my life i mean. None of it seems to work out or go right. I'm sick of putting people I love in a situation were they get so disapionted in me that they can't even stand to look at me, talk to me, or even listen to what I have to say. I'm sick of feeling trapt, trapt inside my own mind, inside the lies... I just want to leave this place, every one I ever met just leave them all behind, earase them from my mind, start over... Just go some where where I can be happy. If there is such a place, why can't I find it?...