Jan 12, 2006 22:36
i didn't realize this then, but i do now.
God put a desire in me to play the flute. I was so stubborn in 5th grade that i just HAD to play the flute. they tried to get me to play bassoon [ironic eh?] but i didn't know what it was and GOSH DARNIT i wanted to play the flute. so they signed me up for flute.
and i played flute for abouth two months, and in my band class there were oboes and bassoons, too. I saw the bassoon at the end of about the 1st six weeks, and absolutely fell in love with it.
if i hadn't had wanted to play flute, i wouldn't be playing bassoon now.
and that's really cool to think about.
God has a plan for me [well for everyone but yeah lol] and He's been laying out my life and there isn't anything i can do to mess it up because He's in control. and sometimes i might think my life is going one way, but God's just making it like that so i can turn down a different path.
it's amazing.