Dead.
My mother taught me that I shouldn't talk about myself, I shouldn't tell people who I am and what happens in my house.
I don't talk about myself with people I know, obviously. because that how everyone is around here.
To me, hiding your misfortune is just a weakness, because you'll admit that you're different and people would judge you and see you as someone who is less. When actually sharing these things only make you stronger, because you know them and you're strong enough to admit them and not me ashamed of what people would think if they knew.
That is why I am sharing these things here, although obviously, no one reads my journal.....