Rainy days and... Thursdays?
Well, hmmmm... where to start, where to start...
Okay, we all know that Sean was pleased that Fred when said that he would take care of me... actually, I'm still pretty pleased about that...
That night, as I walked home from the train station, it started to sprinkle on me... nothing bad, even though the lightning was pretty rough, and I didn't mind... I kinda like the rain, and as long as I'm not getting soaked that is... and it made me think about the first time I ever walked through the rain with someone... Kim Wagner was her name... and she was the girl I was quite certain that I was going to marry... I loved her very much... she was actually the first woman I ever *wanted* to marry... unfortunately for me, she felt differently...
such is life, I suppose...
heh.. despite all the pain that I went through at our breaking up, and despite the deeper pain that I went through when she got engaged six months later, I still enjoy walking in the rain... I just would rather walk with someone than alone... I guess that pretty much sums up how I feel about life as well - I just want to go through life with someone rather than go though it alone. I'm still learning more about myself every day, and I'm becoming more satisfied with who I am (although not with *where* I am)... so perhaps one day I'll be content with myself, and I'll find that person that the universe feels I should be with...
Well, earlier that night (Wednesday, for those who have lost track) I had called my credit union and applied for a car loan... you know, doing what Clark Howard suggests - get prequalified so you know how much you have to bargin with... my first phone call of the day was from the credit union... not a good omen, consiering it was supposed to take 24 - 48 hours to get a decision... turns out that the state of Georgia has a tax lien on me for back taxes owed... I can't afford to pay off the lien, so it's getting in the way of me gettin a loan for my car...
damn...
so now I have to go through the dealership - whomever that might be - and probably get reamed on the interest rate... if I get approved at all! I told my boss the news today, and he said that instead of me getting my two days off next week, that he is going to put me on the bar and let me keep the tips... not really supposed to, but he's gonna let me... so this means that I'm going to be working 7 days a week until, well, probably until I either request a day off to recover, my vacation starts, or I get my lien paid off - whichever comes first... probably my vacation...
so, sorry prettyrazors - doesn't look like I'm gonna be available for a while... however, if you do come down on one of the days I'm supposed to be managing, we can do lunch and hang out for a couple hours before I go to work... would that be acceptable? We can do the Moes thing and you can disgust me with how happy you are now that you're married! LOL
so... if anyone wants to donate some money to the 'get-seans-ass-out-of-hock' fund, feel free to send me money... or if there is a cute girl/woman/lady out there that feels I just need some good lovin' to get me out of my doldrums, feel free to drop by! I'm a good kisser and give killer massages, so you'll get *something* out of the deal... other than the knowledge that you helped relieve *some* of my tension! :-)
Okay, we all know that Sean was pleased that Fred when said that he would take care of me... actually, I'm still pretty pleased about that...
That night, as I walked home from the train station, it started to sprinkle on me... nothing bad, even though the lightning was pretty rough, and I didn't mind... I kinda like the rain, and as long as I'm not getting soaked that is... and it made me think about the first time I ever walked through the rain with someone... Kim Wagner was her name... and she was the girl I was quite certain that I was going to marry... I loved her very much... she was actually the first woman I ever *wanted* to marry... unfortunately for me, she felt differently...
such is life, I suppose...
heh.. despite all the pain that I went through at our breaking up, and despite the deeper pain that I went through when she got engaged six months later, I still enjoy walking in the rain... I just would rather walk with someone than alone... I guess that pretty much sums up how I feel about life as well - I just want to go through life with someone rather than go though it alone. I'm still learning more about myself every day, and I'm becoming more satisfied with who I am (although not with *where* I am)... so perhaps one day I'll be content with myself, and I'll find that person that the universe feels I should be with...
Well, earlier that night (Wednesday, for those who have lost track) I had called my credit union and applied for a car loan... you know, doing what Clark Howard suggests - get prequalified so you know how much you have to bargin with... my first phone call of the day was from the credit union... not a good omen, consiering it was supposed to take 24 - 48 hours to get a decision... turns out that the state of Georgia has a tax lien on me for back taxes owed... I can't afford to pay off the lien, so it's getting in the way of me gettin a loan for my car...
damn...
so now I have to go through the dealership - whomever that might be - and probably get reamed on the interest rate... if I get approved at all! I told my boss the news today, and he said that instead of me getting my two days off next week, that he is going to put me on the bar and let me keep the tips... not really supposed to, but he's gonna let me... so this means that I'm going to be working 7 days a week until, well, probably until I either request a day off to recover, my vacation starts, or I get my lien paid off - whichever comes first... probably my vacation...
so, sorry prettyrazors - doesn't look like I'm gonna be available for a while... however, if you do come down on one of the days I'm supposed to be managing, we can do lunch and hang out for a couple hours before I go to work... would that be acceptable? We can do the Moes thing and you can disgust me with how happy you are now that you're married! LOL
so... if anyone wants to donate some money to the 'get-seans-ass-out-of-hock' fund, feel free to send me money... or if there is a cute girl/woman/lady out there that feels I just need some good lovin' to get me out of my doldrums, feel free to drop by! I'm a good kisser and give killer massages, so you'll get *something* out of the deal... other than the knowledge that you helped relieve *some* of my tension! :-)