what next!?
Just when everything seems great, I'm having a blast and looking forward to things--I get the worst news (for the 3rd time--My brother is headed back to Iraq:( I can't even put my emotions into words because they're just ALL OVER. I thought we were finally in the clear, no worries about any more deployments...well I was WRONG. I don't know how much more of this I can take, I'm starting to break down and from here its a downward spiral...my whole outlook on life completely sucks right now. Happy ending of what was supposed to be the best summer (which it was until now)...yeah right.