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guys talk to me before next week starts, bc that is when my senior year officially begins itself. a.k.a. year of death.
if you guys are interested, here are the things that have been pissing me off. sorry, i just have a tendency to complain. a lot. i would kill to be calm rn :|||
tennis. it’s always giving me problems. so my partner kenny picked me up 15 minutes after i woke up yesterday morning and we drove to the school’s tennis courts. then my coach asks if i have a physical and i tell her that i don’t have one. after that, she tells me i can’t even sit or be anywhere on the courts if i don’t have one, making me go back to kenny’s car since i can’t even WATCH them practice. i just called my dad to pick me up, but it made me so angry. no one told me i had to bring my physical. this isn’t the first time the coaches forgot to tell me things. one time, i was supposed to go to a varsity tournament and i prepared a lot for this one because i wanted to win a medal. but no one told me the time to go and they all left without me before i could get there.
right now, i don’t want stuff like this happening to me again. and no one else really cares if this happens again, but i don’t blame them. i mean, tennis is a sport where people only care about themselves and i’m not angry about that. so i never blame anyone when they tell me to suck it up and i can’t take a joke. sorry, but making me go to school and forcing me to leave as soon as i get there isn’t a joke to me? i feel indifferent rn.
there are so many cons about tennis. it’s expensive (FUCKING BARRICADES ARE 40-100??). my team sucks. my coaches suck. i only have like 3 real friends on the tennis team, and the rest would throw me in a pool of sharks. people suck up to me bc i’m rank no. 1 at school and i’m sick of how fake they are. i’m tired of being the only girl who doesn’t care about how much she sweats or how she looks. but you know, i do love playing tennis. i love telling a guy, "hey look at my grip" and nutcheck them with my racket head. i love screaming "HADOKEN" when i hit the ball and making other lame tennis jokes. but most of all, i love playing. AND THAT'S WHY I'M QUITTING TENNIS. i'm going to do a schedule change request when i go to school today, bc i'm not letting my douche coaches ruin my tennis experience like they've had for the past 3 years. FUCK BITCHES, GET MONEY, THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. and more time for internet studying.
things that don't piss me off:
LUCAS TILL HAS TUMBLR. i follow his tumblr now. hopefully it's his tumblr and not some elaborate scheme someone made up. this is as awesome as when j.r. celski got his tumblr except lucas till tells everyone it's okay to write fanfiction lolololol.
it's been a long time since i watched a movie, but i knew i needed to get this from the library bc i love aaron johnson. haven't finished it yet, but it's really good. i kind of really love movie!paul mccartney/john lennon. esp the scene where paul is educating john about acoustic guitar-playing and staring at john's circle-glasses when he pulls them out. movie!paul mccartney also looks really familiar but i can't think of his name. maybe he just looks like someone familiar.
those shorts can get so ridiculously short but sometimes...i make exceptions. also, i've seen worse at home depot tbh.
it's hard not to look at his butt either. i actually hate jeans like this bc crotch bulges scare me, but again. exceptions.
MIC FLIPPING TRICKS. AWESOME.
i ran out of things to talk about. my brain's just dead and i need to start studying.
if you guys are interested, here are the things that have been pissing me off. sorry, i just have a tendency to complain. a lot. i would kill to be calm rn :|||
tennis. it’s always giving me problems. so my partner kenny picked me up 15 minutes after i woke up yesterday morning and we drove to the school’s tennis courts. then my coach asks if i have a physical and i tell her that i don’t have one. after that, she tells me i can’t even sit or be anywhere on the courts if i don’t have one, making me go back to kenny’s car since i can’t even WATCH them practice. i just called my dad to pick me up, but it made me so angry. no one told me i had to bring my physical. this isn’t the first time the coaches forgot to tell me things. one time, i was supposed to go to a varsity tournament and i prepared a lot for this one because i wanted to win a medal. but no one told me the time to go and they all left without me before i could get there.
right now, i don’t want stuff like this happening to me again. and no one else really cares if this happens again, but i don’t blame them. i mean, tennis is a sport where people only care about themselves and i’m not angry about that. so i never blame anyone when they tell me to suck it up and i can’t take a joke. sorry, but making me go to school and forcing me to leave as soon as i get there isn’t a joke to me? i feel indifferent rn.
there are so many cons about tennis. it’s expensive (FUCKING BARRICADES ARE 40-100??). my team sucks. my coaches suck. i only have like 3 real friends on the tennis team, and the rest would throw me in a pool of sharks. people suck up to me bc i’m rank no. 1 at school and i’m sick of how fake they are. i’m tired of being the only girl who doesn’t care about how much she sweats or how she looks. but you know, i do love playing tennis. i love telling a guy, "hey look at my grip" and nutcheck them with my racket head. i love screaming "HADOKEN" when i hit the ball and making other lame tennis jokes. but most of all, i love playing. AND THAT'S WHY I'M QUITTING TENNIS. i'm going to do a schedule change request when i go to school today, bc i'm not letting my douche coaches ruin my tennis experience like they've had for the past 3 years. FUCK BITCHES, GET MONEY, THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. and more time for internet studying.
things that don't piss me off:
LUCAS TILL HAS TUMBLR. i follow his tumblr now. hopefully it's his tumblr and not some elaborate scheme someone made up. this is as awesome as when j.r. celski got his tumblr except lucas till tells everyone it's okay to write fanfiction lolololol.
it's been a long time since i watched a movie, but i knew i needed to get this from the library bc i love aaron johnson. haven't finished it yet, but it's really good. i kind of really love movie!paul mccartney/john lennon. esp the scene where paul is educating john about acoustic guitar-playing and staring at john's circle-glasses when he pulls them out. movie!paul mccartney also looks really familiar but i can't think of his name. maybe he just looks like someone familiar.
those shorts can get so ridiculously short but sometimes...i make exceptions. also, i've seen worse at home depot tbh.
Click to viewit's hard not to look at his butt either. i actually hate jeans like this bc crotch bulges scare me, but again. exceptions.
MIC FLIPPING TRICKS. AWESOME.
i ran out of things to talk about. my brain's just dead and i need to start studying.