I got in another "fight" with Michelle and Raul. The way they've been treating me recently is seriously not okay. Michelle will get mad at me for stupid reasons (or no reason what so ever) when I haven't even done anything. && she makes everything into a bigger deal than it is. Then Raul joins her and they team up on me to make me feel even more ( Read more... )

L'shana tovah, my little jews.Rosh HaShana was pretty good. It was a bit depressing though, because ( Read more... )

TONIGHT WAS AWESOME. It made me forget all the bad things going on. woot ( Read more... )

I had a really good day. Until now, haha. Except it still was a good day, it just had a bad ending.
I got to sleep in because we had no school due to the elections taking place at the school.
So, Josh texted me and he was like "wanna chill later?", which threw me off because we haven't chilled in a really long time and stuff, but whatevs.
We left at ( Read more... )

Guys need to be like more forward or something ( Read more... )

I broke down today. I just randomly get sad and depressed about the whole situation. It's not fair that he has someone to fall back on. I'm sitting here crying and he's probably talking to this other bitch on the phone, perfectly fine. WTF ( Read more... )

Um, so we haven't really talked since like last Thursday or something. Maybe even before that. It's a bit weird ( Read more... )

Honestly, sometimes..you don't bring the best out of me, you bring the worst [or close to worst] out of me.
I don't know what to do about this.

Yesterday started off horribly but ended very nicely. 'He' was really annoying me in the morning, just the usual, ya know his whole ignoring not caring thing, whatevs. Then I went to my hockey lesson, and as ( Read more... )

I REALLY WANT NEED TO GO TO THIS.
http://www.virginfestival.com/
The effin Chili Peppers are playing! I've been dying to see them my whole life.

OH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

I hung out with Liz, Jon, Andie, Elaine, and Ben from Health today right after our last class, which I had to wake up for at 7 AM after going to bed at 2 AM. It was nice. I needed to ( Read more... )

It's so hard not to call him or talk to him. I just want to work everything out and I want everything to go back to normal. But I just can't give in to it. I can't let him think that what he did was okay. I need to show him that I have the power, but it's just so hard for me right now ( Read more... )