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xmeakox (1:57:02 PM): are you really online?
xmeakox (2:00:29 PM): i guess not, oh well i just got your message on myspace, just hit me up whenever you have the time, i'm makin chili today so thats gonna be yummy! love you baby bye bye
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:24 PM): hello
Auto Response from xmeakox (2:20:26 PM): I am online, but may be away from my computer right now.
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:31 PM): sorry I had to go to the bathroom
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:57 PM): Mmmmm mmmm
xmeakox (2:21:12 PM): its cool
xmeakox (2:21:17 PM): i'll send you a pic if you want
CaptainCambodia8 (2:21:27 PM): two of my most favorite things in my mouth YOU and your chilli
xmeakox (2:21:36 PM): haha
CaptainCambodia8 (2:21:37 PM):
xmeakox (2:21:44 PM): you have had my chili?
xmeakox (2:21:52 PM): oh yea i guess i made it once huh
xmeakox (2:22:02 PM): i'll email you a pic its good
xmeakox (2:22:16 PM): its probably the prettiest chili i've ever made
CaptainCambodia8 (2:22:21 PM): lol
CaptainCambodia8 (2:22:23 PM): how so?
xmeakox (2:23:07 PM): it just looks good is all
xmeakox (2:23:10 PM): anyways whats up
xmeakox (2:23:12 PM): we need to talk
CaptainCambodia8 (2:23:36 PM): talk about what?
xmeakox (2:23:41 PM): me and you
xmeakox (2:23:43 PM): and the baby
xmeakox (2:24:58 PM): are you going ot be able to get out this weekend?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:28 PM): I dunno
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:35 PM): next weekend I will for sure
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:40 PM): ....
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:59 PM): I put in an application to William Jewel College
xmeakox (2:26:42 PM): O
CaptainCambodia8 (2:26:57 PM): I'm getting my pernament address changed to Missouri instead of Texas so I don't have to pay out of State tuition
xmeakox (2:26:58 PM): baby
xmeakox (2:27:16 PM): you don't have to stay here
xmeakox (2:27:20 PM): we can move to texas
xmeakox (2:27:21 PM): its fine
xmeakox (2:28:02 PM): thats why i wanted to sit down and have this talk before you went all derastic and made a life changing decision without me
xmeakox (2:28:11 PM): but it seems you already have so never mind
xmeakox (2:28:15 PM): i'm gonna go and watch a movie
CaptainCambodia8 (2:28:18 PM): I also found out I wasn't getting my GI Bill and kicker that I was supposed to be getting since August Last year
CaptainCambodia8 (2:28:44 PM): so I"m doing the paper work on that and should be getting all the back pay and an extra 863 a month
xmeakox (2:28:54 PM): cool
CaptainCambodia8 (2:30:22 PM): well I originally wanted to stay in KC anyway
CaptainCambodia8 (2:30:50 PM): then learned that they had no combat arms in Missouri and thought I had to go back to Texas
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:09 PM): but I"ve decided I don't car if I go combat arms or not
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:19 PM): so I would like to stay
xmeakox (2:31:32 PM): i guess
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:52 PM): the sapper unit I"m in is fairly new and could use me and there are promotion opportunities
xmeakox (2:32:05 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:32:14 PM): plus I might be able to get a sapper slot and I"ve always wanted to go to sapper school
xmeakox (2:32:26 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:32:52 PM): plus everything I own is up here and everything you own is up here so its that much easier to move
xmeakox (2:33:25 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:33:30 PM): you don't have to change doctors and stuff
CaptainCambodia8 (2:33:59 PM): I got a good carreer as a professional fighter goin on if I stay
xmeakox (2:34:09 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:13 PM): I got to teams trying to convince me to join their sides
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:29 PM): The Caveman Crew and The House of Pain
xmeakox (2:34:50 PM): coool
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:55 PM): I have plenty of friends in the area
xmeakox (2:35:02 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:35:51 PM): you don't have to go thru all the paper work of changing residency to Texas and getting Texas driver's liscenses and Texas plates and tags for the car
xmeakox (2:36:13 PM): i don't own a car
CaptainCambodia8 (2:36:21 PM): Its just that much easier and less costly to stay up here
xmeakox (2:36:21 PM): i have a cali lisnce i have to change anyways
xmeakox (2:36:28 PM): i don't like the fucking cold
xmeakox (2:36:39 PM): i'm uncomfortable
xmeakox (2:36:49 PM): i don't have any friends here and i don't have doctors yet either
xmeakox (2:36:55 PM): so none of any of that matters
xmeakox (2:37:08 PM): but do what you do and i'll go alone with it
CaptainCambodia8 (2:37:17 PM): plus I can easily make the track team and get track scholarships to any missouri school including Mizzuo if I wanted too but not Texas cause they are a lot more competitive
xmeakox (2:37:38 PM): i guess
CaptainCambodia8 (2:37:57 PM): but by the time we move in May or june you will have your doctors and stuff
CaptainCambodia8 (2:38:12 PM): but you have some friends from work and your cousins
xmeakox (2:38:20 PM): yea like i said i don't care anymor so do whatever
CaptainCambodia8 (2:38:25 PM): and its familiar territory
CaptainCambodia8 (2:39:05 PM): baby I"m trying to do what's best
xmeakox (2:39:35 PM): i know and i'm sitting back and watching
xmeakox (2:39:38 PM): so do wha you do
CaptainCambodia8 (2:39:55 PM): what do you mean
CaptainCambodia8 (2:40:14 PM): you act like you have no say in whats going on
xmeakox (2:40:22 PM): i mean i'm just going to sit back on this one keep my mouth shut and let you be the man and take over and do what you think is best for the 3 of us
xmeakox (2:40:40 PM): i have say in whats going on and i will say when i don't like it anymore or when you are being stupid
xmeakox (2:40:52 PM): so do what you do and i'll let you know if i don't like anything
xmeakox (2:40:58 PM): not that it matters but yea
CaptainCambodia8 (2:41:14 PM): well do you not like this plan? do you think I'm being stupid?
xmeakox (2:41:38 PM): can you read?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:43:18 PM): either choice you've complained about, you didn't like it when I was set on Texas not you don't wanna stay here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:43:36 PM): how bout we move to floridia
xmeakox (2:43:46 PM): X MeaKo X (12:26:32 PM): thats why i wanted to sit down and have this talk before you went all derastic and made a life changing decision without me
X MeaKo X (12:26:40 PM): but it seems you already have so never mind
xmeakox (2:43:46 PM): i hate florida
xmeakox (2:43:52 PM): be real
xmeakox (2:43:57 PM): knock off the jokes
xmeakox (2:44:25 PM): this is my life and my babies life not just yours i wanted to sit down and talk all this trough with you but you went around me and made your plans the way you wanted to
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:27 PM): well do you wanna stay here or go back to Texas
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:34 PM): or go some where else
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:58 PM): you pick and I'll make it happen
xmeakox (2:45:19 PM): i don't want to talk about it over the internet is my fucking point
xmeakox (2:45:37 PM): i wanted to sit down at a table with you there and piece of paper and egt it all out
xmeakox (2:45:42 PM): i don't fucking care really
xmeakox (2:45:51 PM): we can move to egypt for all i give a fuck
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:11 PM): Then why are you complaining about it?!
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:21 PM): if you don't care
xmeakox (2:46:39 PM): i'm not whatever
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:48 PM): I gotta get this stuff moving so it can happen before I miss deadlines
xmeakox (2:47:04 PM): do whatever you like
CaptainCambodia8 (2:47:29 PM): It doesn't matter to me
xmeakox (2:47:50 PM): ok then
CaptainCambodia8 (2:48:21 PM): this is how it is, I love texas and would like to go back, but staying here is just as good plus its easier, saves us alot of money, and I have better opportunities here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:48:43 PM): and I say either here or Texas cause I can make either one happen
xmeakox (2:48:44 PM): fine then stay
xmeakox (2:49:02 PM): i don't like either fucking state so i don't care where me move to
CaptainCambodia8 (2:49:04 PM): if you wanna go somewhere else it would just be alil harder to coordinate
xmeakox (2:49:15 PM): we*
CaptainCambodia8 (2:49:39 PM): but I can do it
xmeakox (2:53:49 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:54:56 PM): so do you wanna stay here tawni?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:55:09 PM): I haven't turned any paper work in yet
CaptainCambodia8 (2:55:19 PM): so we can go where ever
xmeakox (2:55:24 PM): James i don't fucking care
xmeakox (2:55:43 PM): i'm not ready to move but i want to get out of here
xmeakox (2:55:48 PM): so it doesn't matter
xmeakox (2:55:56 PM): i have alot of exs here and i don't really want to stay
xmeakox (2:56:08 PM): my old friends i don't ever want to see so i don't want to be here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:22 PM): okay then
xmeakox (2:56:26 PM): i don't want to move because i'm tired of moving but i don't want to stay
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:29 PM): its settled
xmeakox (2:56:32 PM): so you make the choice and i'll go with it
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:44 PM): we'll go to Texas
xmeakox (2:56:48 PM): it doesn't really fucking matter
xmeakox (2:56:56 PM): can we go to another country?
xmeakox (2:57:01 PM): where its really warm
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:05 PM): lol, I wish
xmeakox (2:57:09 PM): and i don't have a enighbor for miles
xmeakox (2:57:20 PM): i want to live in the country
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:28 PM): just you and me
xmeakox (2:57:31 PM): where i can have a lil garden on a wlot fo acres
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:34 PM): thats all we need
xmeakox (2:57:51 PM): and whn i get bored i can go for a walk and not see another house for at leaste a mile
xmeakox (2:58:07 PM): and i want a barn
xmeakox (2:58:10 PM): and a pool
xmeakox (2:58:18 PM): and at least 4 bedrooms if not more
xmeakox (2:58:27 PM): so don't ask me what i want because its to much to ask for
xmeakox (2:58:34 PM): so it doesn't really matter to me anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (2:59:18 PM): Texas it is then
xmeakox (2:59:44 PM): but you told me you can't get your track stuff there or fight there
xmeakox (2:59:50 PM): james i relaly want you to do this for you
xmeakox (2:59:55 PM): i'll go where you go
xmeakox (3:00:09 PM): what about kansas?
xmeakox (3:00:24 PM): no you know what
xmeakox (3:00:29 PM): go move to texas
CaptainCambodia8 (3:00:39 PM): lol
CaptainCambodia8 (3:00:43 PM): why's that?
xmeakox (3:00:51 PM): i'll just buy a house out in the midwest inthe cuntry somewhere and when i'm tired of it all i'll leave you for a while and chill out
xmeakox (3:01:12 PM): i wanted to buy my grandmas old land anyways
xmeakox (3:01:33 PM): and fix up her property and then my other grandmas house and fix it up
xmeakox (3:01:36 PM): so you do what you do
xmeakox (3:01:45 PM): and i'll find extra cash to do what i want to do
CaptainCambodia8 (3:02:16 PM): baby
CaptainCambodia8 (3:02:43 PM): hows that gonna work
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:02 PM): a married couple with a kid living several states apart
xmeakox (3:03:07 PM): well see you go to work and i'll get on a plane when i want to go somewhere and i'll go
xmeakox (3:03:16 PM): no i'll live with you too
xmeakox (3:03:27 PM): but for at least 5 months out of the year i'll be somewhere else
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:44 PM): are you kidding?!
xmeakox (3:03:48 PM): no
xmeakox (3:03:50 PM): no i'm not
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:57 PM): you're talking about leaving me for half of my life
xmeakox (3:03:59 PM): this is why me and tyler broke up he could't handle it either
xmeakox (3:04:10 PM): its what i've always wanted to do
xmeakox (3:04:27 PM): i can be with you for a month then leave fo a month
xmeakox (3:04:35 PM): or you could go there with me i don't care
xmeakox (3:04:41 PM): but i've always wanted a house in 2 states
CaptainCambodia8 (3:04:45 PM): wanted to do what? live in the country or leave back and forth
xmeakox (3:05:01 PM): fix my grandparents old places up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:04 PM): well we can do that babe in the futre
xmeakox (3:05:09 PM): i'd have to buy them first
xmeakox (3:05:18 PM): James my future is fucked
xmeakox (3:05:21 PM): here it is
xmeakox (3:05:24 PM): its right in front of you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:28 PM): have a summer house and a winter house or something
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:35 PM): what do you mean
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:48 PM): I thought everything was great and running smooth
xmeakox (3:06:09 PM): its fine
CaptainCambodia8 (3:06:19 PM): you're future is with me right? how can it be fucked up?
xmeakox (3:08:03 PM): its fine
CaptainCambodia8 (3:08:11 PM): you need to talk to me babe and tell me whats on your mind cause you never tell me everything and I have no clue whats going on. I thought everything was fine and looking forward to a wonderful life but now you're saying your future is fucked up? what's on your mind babe? what's goin on
xmeakox (3:10:12 PM): i was told today that someone was dissapointed in me, I had plans for my life and what i was going to do, now i'm pregnant and i dont' have a clue about anything anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (3:10:49 PM): who said that?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:11:04 PM): what were you're plans?
xmeakox (3:11:07 PM): i live in my parents apartment driving their car, i'm not married and i'm pregnant, i quick college early and i just let my self down
xmeakox (3:11:22 PM): i'm just having a harder then hard time
xmeakox (3:11:28 PM): don't worrie about me
xmeakox (3:11:36 PM): i'll figure it out
CaptainCambodia8 (3:12:19 PM): before you were pregnant you were'nt sure what you wanted to do, go airforce, navy, peace corp, go back to college, move away from....
CaptainCambodia8 (3:12:31 PM): me
xmeakox (3:13:53 PM): and?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:14:26 PM): you said you had all these plans that now you can't do cause you're pregnant
xmeakox (3:14:30 PM): here you go how about this
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:14 PM): like being pregnant is the worst thing that could hapen
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:38 PM): I thought we were gonna get married after Wentworth and have kids soon after
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:45 PM): thats what we always talked about
xmeakox (3:16:09 PM): November 8, 2006 12:52 PM
you're a dumb bitch i should have been one of the first people to know you're preggo but NO!!! i have to find out by reading someone else's comments on how cute you are pregnet you are a fat cow and i hope you swell so big you can't even walk!!! love you!
xmeakox (3:16:09 PM): james
CaptainCambodia8 (3:16:10 PM): you were always dissappointed when I said I wanted to wait a couple years to have kids
xmeakox (3:16:15 PM): i love you i really do
xmeakox (3:16:25 PM): and i do want kids
xmeakox (3:16:34 PM): but i'm scared to have one
xmeakox (3:16:38 PM): i can't talkt o you about it ok
CaptainCambodia8 (3:16:54 PM): who would say something like that
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:04 PM): that is so ignorant
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:23 PM): what does they're opinion matter anyway
xmeakox (3:17:44 PM): shes my best friend
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:51 PM): you're seriously gonna get all down about a stupid comment like that
xmeakox (3:17:54 PM): and you would have to know her to understand that comment
xmeakox (3:18:01 PM): thats not why i'm down
xmeakox (3:18:05 PM): i just said to read it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:11 PM): some friend to say something like that
xmeakox (3:18:17 PM): yea i know
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:30 PM): well you said someone said they were dissapointed in you
xmeakox (3:18:46 PM): like when yours say stupid shit like wow you banged her like i'm a some fucking slut you fucked and left
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:57 PM): but I didn't
xmeakox (3:18:59 PM): don't worry about who that was
xmeakox (3:19:04 PM): they dont matter
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:04 PM): it has no truth to it
xmeakox (3:19:07 PM): it just made me think
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:13 PM): she didn't meant it like that
xmeakox (3:19:19 PM): fuck her
xmeakox (3:19:28 PM): and anyone else who has anything to say about me being pregnant
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:36 PM): exactly
xmeakox (3:19:36 PM): i hate everyone
xmeakox (3:20:07 PM): its not like i have anyone anyways so fuck it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:20:16 PM): you have me babe
xmeakox (3:20:27 PM): no no i don't
xmeakox (3:20:29 PM): your there
xmeakox (3:20:38 PM): i won't even have you with me till after the baby is born
xmeakox (3:21:00 PM): so to go along with my family not liking me right now your and my friends talking shit i'm alone
xmeakox (3:21:04 PM): how fucking nice is that
xmeakox (3:21:08 PM): nothing matters to me anymore ok
xmeakox (3:21:19 PM): do whatever you want to do move where ever you want to go its your life
CaptainCambodia8 (3:21:33 PM): none of my friends talked shit, your family doesn't hate you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:21:49 PM): but are you going to go with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:22:27 PM): having a kid and getting married is all you wanted and talked about
xmeakox (3:22:47 PM): my bad
CaptainCambodia8 (3:22:47 PM): now cause of some poeples opinions
CaptainCambodia8 (3:23:01 PM): you don't want too?
xmeakox (3:23:44 PM): i don't know what i want anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (3:23:45 PM): its not there fault they are ignorant and don't understand
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:08 PM): they don't understand how deeply we are in love with each other
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:27 PM): or....maybe just me....
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:43 PM): you seem to be having second thoughts
xmeakox (3:26:26 PM): brb
CaptainCambodia8 (3:26:31 PM): please think long and hard on what you're saying and what you really want
xmeakox (3:27:31 PM): i'm emailing someone hold on
xmeakox (3:27:39 PM): damn chill out for 2 seconds
CaptainCambodia8 (3:30:46 PM): it doesn't matter what others think tawni, its about us
CaptainCambodia8 (3:30:50 PM): its about our child
CaptainCambodia8 (3:31:01 PM): and whats best for him/her
xmeakox (3:31:13 PM): its not about what anyone thinkgs
xmeakox (3:31:22 PM): i dont' care about that
CaptainCambodia8 (3:31:39 PM): please tell me then whats on your mind
xmeakox (3:31:50 PM): i care about telling you for 2 weeks now that we need to sit down together and talk about our future and you go off and start signing papers without me
xmeakox (3:31:54 PM): thats what this shit is about
CaptainCambodia8 (3:32:11 PM): I didn't sign anything yet!
CaptainCambodia8 (3:32:48 PM): only thing I did was put in my application to William Jewel and get my money for my GI Bill staight
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:28 PM): I was getting everything done to move to Texas then you didn't wanna go
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:34 PM): you were tired of moving
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:42 PM): you didn't know anyone
xmeakox (3:33:53 PM): i dont' kow anyone here either
CaptainCambodia8 (3:34:02 PM): are afraid what my parents and friends would think
CaptainCambodia8 (3:34:17 PM): talked about if I moved you might not go with me
xmeakox (3:34:24 PM): i might not
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:03 PM): then I was doing stuff so I can stay here with you and counter every excuse you had about moving to texas
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:10 PM): you will have your doctor
xmeakox (3:35:13 PM): you want to be a professional fighter and a model and live in the city and go to college and do all this shit
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:17 PM): you don't have to move
xmeakox (3:35:30 PM): your not going to have time for us anyways
xmeakox (3:35:42 PM): so do whats best for you and i'll just go along with it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:43 PM): I gotta do this stuff to make money and support you
xmeakox (3:35:47 PM): i don't really have a choice
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:03 PM): you're being ridicoulous
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:10 PM): why wouldn't I have time for you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:21 PM): that doesn't make since
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:48 PM): I"ll have 2 or 3 classes every couple days
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:06 PM): I'll work for the army one weekend a month and come home at night
xmeakox (3:37:23 PM): FINE
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:41 PM): and I would still fight as a hobby and model when ever the opporunity came up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:54 PM): which gives me plenty of time with you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:38:13 PM): I gotta finish college and go to work and make money to support
CaptainCambodia8 (3:38:48 PM): I can't be with you 24/7 and everything be free, though I would like it very much
xmeakox (3:39:02 PM): don't talk to me like i'm stupid
CaptainCambodia8 (3:39:21 PM): well you said I wouldn't have time for you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:39:34 PM): and I was explaining how that is absolutley not true
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:04 PM): Don;t make me quit wentworth
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:07 PM): cause I will
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:19 PM): I"ll do it so I can be there with you
xmeakox (3:40:58 PM): if you quit there yuo would loose it all
xmeakox (3:41:03 PM): so don't be dumb
xmeakox (3:41:11 PM): i just don't care james
xmeakox (3:41:15 PM): i really don't care anymore
xmeakox (3:41:18 PM): do whatever youwant to
xmeakox (3:41:22 PM): make plans
xmeakox (3:41:27 PM): do it all
CaptainCambodia8 (3:41:49 PM): I wanna be with you, so none of my plans matter if you're not a part of them
xmeakox (3:42:10 PM): ok well i ment i'd go along with them but thanks
CaptainCambodia8 (3:43:18 PM): okay well you wanted to talk about this and I started to by telling you what I've got done and what I"m doing to prepare and support you and by giving you options
CaptainCambodia8 (3:43:55 PM): how did you want to start that conversation?
xmeakox (3:43:57 PM): i wanted to talk about it in PERSON
xmeakox (3:44:03 PM): how many times do i have to say that to you
xmeakox (3:44:47 PM): this is it huh for the next 9 months anything i need to say is going to be over some chat convo on the internet huh
xmeakox (3:44:56 PM): wow i'm dating a computer how nice
xmeakox (3:45:22 PM): i don't know how to have this conversation over the fucking internet
xmeakox (3:45:49 PM): i give up
xmeakox (3:45:52 PM): i just give up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:56:00 PM): you there?
xmeakox (3:56:32 PM): yea
xmeakox (3:57:10 PM): whats up?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:57:58 PM): put yourself in my shoes babe, what would you have me do?
xmeakox (3:58:37 PM): dump me
CaptainCambodia8 (3:58:54 PM): god dammit, the ass hole left when I told him I needed the phone
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:06 PM): why do you always want me to dump you
xmeakox (3:59:06 PM): put yourself in my shoes what would like to have done?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:17 PM): thats what I'm doing
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:26 PM): I'm trying to accomadate you
xmeakox (3:59:34 PM): well stop it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:46 PM): you kept complaining about texas and how you didn't want to move
CaptainCambodia8 (4:00:00 PM): so I gonna stay here
xmeakox (4:00:05 PM): ok then
CaptainCambodia8 (4:00:22 PM): but you don't talk to me about things and had no clue that you didn't want to stay here
xmeakox (4:00:52 PM): James, lets just not do this right now ok
xmeakox (4:00:57 PM): can we talk about it later?
xmeakox (4:01:04 PM): i'm tired and i don't feel well
xmeakox (4:01:14 PM): and i'm in a bad upset mood as it is
CaptainCambodia8 (4:01:21 PM): why?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:01:27 PM): whats wrong
xmeakox (4:01:35 PM): everything and nothing
xmeakox (4:01:45 PM): i'm just tired and i need a nap and i don't feel good
xmeakox (4:01:53 PM): my face hurts
xmeakox (4:02:04 PM): my legs hurt i have cramps in my tummy
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:18 PM): we need to figure this out though babe
xmeakox (4:02:25 PM): i know i've been saying that
xmeakox (4:02:30 PM): remember me saying that?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:39 PM): and thats what I"ve been trying to do
xmeakox (4:02:43 PM): ok you ask the question and i'll answer
xmeakox (4:02:49 PM): ok will that make you feel better
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:49 PM): but you're arguing with everything I have to say
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:59 PM): okay
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:13 PM): do you want to have this baby?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:27 PM): do you want to get married to me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:48 PM): do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:04:14 PM): do you wanna stay here or go to Texas?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:04:46 PM): whats going through your mind and why won't you talk about it with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:09 PM): come down here and steal me this instant so we can figure this out
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:15 PM): I won't sneak out
xmeakox (4:05:32 PM): you won't? then how will you leave?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:46 PM): I will just go down tell the commandant whats going on and leave with or without his permission
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:16 PM): you are what matters most to me tawni
xmeakox (4:06:18 PM): i wanted to see yout this weekend
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:40 PM): I don't have classes tomorrow anyways
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:55 PM): why this weekend?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:01 PM): why not now?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:17 PM): you want to talk to me in person right
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:31 PM): we can't just ignore this until this weekend
xmeakox (4:08:05 PM): kind of, yes, that goes along with number 2, i want to live where it is best for your career and money making, whats going through my mind is a conversation i had today you dont' want to hear about because you hate the person, i can't talk about it with you because youhate the person,
xmeakox (4:08:05 PM): and i wanted you on the weekend because i'd have more time with you
xmeakox (4:08:51 PM): not to mention even though i got paid most of it went on bills and i don't have alot of money
CaptainCambodia8 (4:08:52 PM): what did he have to say/
CaptainCambodia8 (4:09:09 PM): why were you even talking to him?
xmeakox (4:09:24 PM): nothing i had t call him to see if he could make a deposit to my bank for me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:09:27 PM): and what the fuck does his opinion mean? he's a fuckin douche
xmeakox (4:09:31 PM): since i'm not in cali
xmeakox (4:09:46 PM): he didn't have any opionon on it he wished me well and good luck
CaptainCambodia8 (4:10:04 PM): so why is the conversation on your mind?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:10:36 PM): you said someone was dissapointed? was that that same friend earlier?
xmeakox (4:10:52 PM): because i was able to open up and have a conversation with him about stuff because he understands how i feel about things and how i feel about whats going on, nothing serious nothing to get ina twist over just talked
xmeakox (4:11:41 PM): he was just dissapointed that i didn't finsish school, so i told him why i didn't finish was all, and the person who left the comment was katelyn
CaptainCambodia8 (4:12:27 PM): why didn't you finish?
xmeakox (4:12:56 PM): because i didn't want to be with tyler anymore and i had to get away and things weren't going well so i ran away from it all
xmeakox (4:13:15 PM): and the only way i could get away from him was if i left and to leave i had to come back here
xmeakox (4:13:36 PM): that school was one of 2 aba approved in the country
xmeakox (4:13:44 PM): for paralegal progrmas
xmeakox (4:13:49 PM): programs
CaptainCambodia8 (4:14:23 PM): its not your fault its his
xmeakox (4:14:33 PM): its an extreme fast track program and the only other one like it is on the east coast so its not like i could just go in and get the same schooling anywhere else
CaptainCambodia8 (4:14:35 PM): for treating you like shit and forcing you to leave
xmeakox (4:14:41 PM): its no ones fault alls i said was i talked to him
xmeakox (4:14:54 PM): i wasn't doing all that well there anyways and didn't really like the school
xmeakox (4:15:11 PM): it was kinda getting ghetto and i hate ghettoness
xmeakox (4:15:29 PM): when i'm paying 23,000 to go to school i want to go to school with people who aren't on welfare
xmeakox (4:15:35 PM): i'm kinda like that
CaptainCambodia8 (4:15:46 PM): so if you fifnished what would that mean?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:15:54 PM): what would be diffrent?
xmeakox (4:16:08 PM): i'd have my aa right now
xmeakox (4:16:20 PM): thats the only difference
CaptainCambodia8 (4:16:23 PM): well besides prolly not meeting me
xmeakox (4:16:26 PM): nothign big i just gave up is all
xmeakox (4:16:35 PM): i give up
xmeakox (4:16:38 PM): its my thing
xmeakox (4:16:42 PM): when i don't like it i give up
CaptainCambodia8 (4:16:52 PM): so promise not to give up on us and our child
xmeakox (4:17:07 PM): i don't make promises
CaptainCambodia8 (4:17:31 PM): I"m the type that will never give up no matter what, fight to the death type of guy
CaptainCambodia8 (4:17:39 PM): well I will promise you
xmeakox (4:17:40 PM): i won't give up on the baby, and i'll try not to give up on me and you , i love you with all my heart i really do i'm just having a bad time right now
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:04 PM): I promise that I will never give up on us or our child and do the best I can to support both of you
xmeakox (4:18:27 PM): good for you
xmeakox (4:18:33 PM): promise it to yourself not to me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:44 PM): I promise to you
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:49 PM): and to myself
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:53 PM): and to my child
xmeakox (4:19:09 PM): yea mr i have low sperm count
xmeakox (4:19:47 PM): how would yuo even know that unless yuo had been fucking someone without one
CaptainCambodia8 (4:19:48 PM): I do but did you think ou were never gonna get pregant when you say you're incredibly fertile
xmeakox (4:20:02 PM): no i knew i would
xmeakox (4:20:17 PM): thats why i laughed at you when you said you didn't want kids for a few years
CaptainCambodia8 (4:20:36 PM): cause I tried to donate sperm before and they wouldn't pay me cause it was too low!
xmeakox (4:20:53 PM): you cumming in me 8 thousands times kinda helped too but yea
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:14 PM): well you wanted a child and now we have one
xmeakox (4:21:14 PM): omg are you kidding me? you have your babies out there for someone else to have?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:25 PM): NO
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:34 PM): they wouldn't take it!
xmeakox (4:21:39 PM): i won't have our child if someone else has one already
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:48 PM): me and a few buddies did it for kicks
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:07 PM): they wouldn't take it
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:15 PM): no one has my sperm
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:20 PM): no one has my child
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:26 PM): you are the only one
xmeakox (4:22:34 PM): i better fucking be
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:14 PM): you are
xmeakox (4:23:17 PM): national guard has a 20k enlistment bonus right now
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:25 PM): yeah
xmeakox (4:23:38 PM): kinda off the subject but it just popped up on my computer
xmeakox (4:23:41 PM): anyways
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:41 PM): well I"m still waiting for my 14k from 3 years ago
xmeakox (4:23:43 PM): i don't feel good
xmeakox (4:24:06 PM): yea you probably won't ever get it the army if fucked like that
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:21 PM): can you come get me
xmeakox (4:24:24 PM): i hear most people get fucked out of it anyways thats why when you talked about it i kinda don't pay attention
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:26 PM): I have to see you
xmeakox (4:24:31 PM): and do what with you?
xmeakox (4:24:44 PM): i'll come get you if you drive me home because i'm tired
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:46 PM): I need to be with you right now
xmeakox (4:24:48 PM): when do you have to be back?
xmeakox (4:24:55 PM): i have an appointment tomrrow
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:56 PM): who cares
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:04 PM): when I have to be back
xmeakox (4:25:06 PM): i do
xmeakox (4:25:09 PM): umm
xmeakox (4:25:16 PM): i don't need you getting kicked out of school
xmeakox (4:25:22 PM): youhave to get your commision
xmeakox (4:25:26 PM): did you ask to leave?
xmeakox (4:25:29 PM): tell anyone?
xmeakox (4:25:32 PM): tracy?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:33 PM): not yet
xmeakox (4:25:38 PM): the other person ?
xmeakox (4:25:42 PM): you egt the ok and i will
xmeakox (4:25:47 PM): but i don't have much money for gas
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:48 PM): tracy has been and will be gone the entire week
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:00 PM): well I have none
xmeakox (4:26:03 PM): you go and ask
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:09 PM): $3
xmeakox (4:26:10 PM): and if you get the ok i will
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:22 PM): I'm not gonna get it
xmeakox (4:26:27 PM): but the house is a disaster
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:33 PM): like it matters
xmeakox (4:26:37 PM): wel at least tell them you are leaving
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:39 PM): I just need to see you
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:43 PM): I will
xmeakox (4:26:46 PM): no you don't
xmeakox (4:26:49 PM): u just want to
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:57 PM): no I need to
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:13 PM): I won't be able to concentrate or function right ill I see you
xmeakox (4:27:41 PM): whsy that>?
xmeakox (4:27:47 PM): just call me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:48 PM): I have a bad feeling
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:55 PM): I don't have a phone!
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:58 PM): or I would
xmeakox (4:28:03 PM): a bad feeling about what?
xmeakox (4:28:14 PM): tell them i have a docs appointment and you will be back later tomorrow then
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:21 PM): like our relationship is very fragile right now
xmeakox (4:28:28 PM): it is
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:35 PM): I know
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:43 PM): I need to be with you
xmeakox (4:28:51 PM): how is seeing me going to make it better
CaptainCambodia8 (4:29:13 PM): cause I'm worried
xmeakox (4:29:22 PM): ok well then in that case
xmeakox (4:29:29 PM): you better be worth this drive i'm super tired
xmeakox (4:29:42 PM): i'll brb gotta go brush my teefs
CaptainCambodia8 (4:30:04 PM): we can have out "talk"
CaptainCambodia8 (4:30:15 PM): get everything straight
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:31 PM): I love you tawni
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:35 PM): and I fuckin mean it
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:40 PM): I won't lose you
xmeakox (4:32:30 PM): love you 2
xmeakox (4:32:42 PM): when do i have to have you back buy?
xmeakox (4:33:00 PM): keeo yourself online and i'll message you when i get there but i'm not leaving just yet
CaptainCambodia8 (4:33:25 PM): okay, I"m gonna go down and talk to them
CaptainCambodia8 (4:33:29 PM): brb
xmeakox (4:35:24 PM): ok
xmeakox (4:36:00 PM): well hurry up
xmeakox (2:00:29 PM): i guess not, oh well i just got your message on myspace, just hit me up whenever you have the time, i'm makin chili today so thats gonna be yummy! love you baby bye bye
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:24 PM): hello
Auto Response from xmeakox (2:20:26 PM): I am online, but may be away from my computer right now.
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:31 PM): sorry I had to go to the bathroom
CaptainCambodia8 (2:20:57 PM): Mmmmm mmmm
xmeakox (2:21:12 PM): its cool
xmeakox (2:21:17 PM): i'll send you a pic if you want
CaptainCambodia8 (2:21:27 PM): two of my most favorite things in my mouth YOU and your chilli
xmeakox (2:21:36 PM): haha
CaptainCambodia8 (2:21:37 PM):
xmeakox (2:21:44 PM): you have had my chili?
xmeakox (2:21:52 PM): oh yea i guess i made it once huh
xmeakox (2:22:02 PM): i'll email you a pic its good
xmeakox (2:22:16 PM): its probably the prettiest chili i've ever made
CaptainCambodia8 (2:22:21 PM): lol
CaptainCambodia8 (2:22:23 PM): how so?
xmeakox (2:23:07 PM): it just looks good is all
xmeakox (2:23:10 PM): anyways whats up
xmeakox (2:23:12 PM): we need to talk
CaptainCambodia8 (2:23:36 PM): talk about what?
xmeakox (2:23:41 PM): me and you
xmeakox (2:23:43 PM): and the baby
xmeakox (2:24:58 PM): are you going ot be able to get out this weekend?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:28 PM): I dunno
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:35 PM): next weekend I will for sure
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:40 PM): ....
CaptainCambodia8 (2:25:59 PM): I put in an application to William Jewel College
xmeakox (2:26:42 PM): O
CaptainCambodia8 (2:26:57 PM): I'm getting my pernament address changed to Missouri instead of Texas so I don't have to pay out of State tuition
xmeakox (2:26:58 PM): baby
xmeakox (2:27:16 PM): you don't have to stay here
xmeakox (2:27:20 PM): we can move to texas
xmeakox (2:27:21 PM): its fine
xmeakox (2:28:02 PM): thats why i wanted to sit down and have this talk before you went all derastic and made a life changing decision without me
xmeakox (2:28:11 PM): but it seems you already have so never mind
xmeakox (2:28:15 PM): i'm gonna go and watch a movie
CaptainCambodia8 (2:28:18 PM): I also found out I wasn't getting my GI Bill and kicker that I was supposed to be getting since August Last year
CaptainCambodia8 (2:28:44 PM): so I"m doing the paper work on that and should be getting all the back pay and an extra 863 a month
xmeakox (2:28:54 PM): cool
CaptainCambodia8 (2:30:22 PM): well I originally wanted to stay in KC anyway
CaptainCambodia8 (2:30:50 PM): then learned that they had no combat arms in Missouri and thought I had to go back to Texas
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:09 PM): but I"ve decided I don't car if I go combat arms or not
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:19 PM): so I would like to stay
xmeakox (2:31:32 PM): i guess
CaptainCambodia8 (2:31:52 PM): the sapper unit I"m in is fairly new and could use me and there are promotion opportunities
xmeakox (2:32:05 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:32:14 PM): plus I might be able to get a sapper slot and I"ve always wanted to go to sapper school
xmeakox (2:32:26 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:32:52 PM): plus everything I own is up here and everything you own is up here so its that much easier to move
xmeakox (2:33:25 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:33:30 PM): you don't have to change doctors and stuff
CaptainCambodia8 (2:33:59 PM): I got a good carreer as a professional fighter goin on if I stay
xmeakox (2:34:09 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:13 PM): I got to teams trying to convince me to join their sides
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:29 PM): The Caveman Crew and The House of Pain
xmeakox (2:34:50 PM): coool
CaptainCambodia8 (2:34:55 PM): I have plenty of friends in the area
xmeakox (2:35:02 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:35:51 PM): you don't have to go thru all the paper work of changing residency to Texas and getting Texas driver's liscenses and Texas plates and tags for the car
xmeakox (2:36:13 PM): i don't own a car
CaptainCambodia8 (2:36:21 PM): Its just that much easier and less costly to stay up here
xmeakox (2:36:21 PM): i have a cali lisnce i have to change anyways
xmeakox (2:36:28 PM): i don't like the fucking cold
xmeakox (2:36:39 PM): i'm uncomfortable
xmeakox (2:36:49 PM): i don't have any friends here and i don't have doctors yet either
xmeakox (2:36:55 PM): so none of any of that matters
xmeakox (2:37:08 PM): but do what you do and i'll go alone with it
CaptainCambodia8 (2:37:17 PM): plus I can easily make the track team and get track scholarships to any missouri school including Mizzuo if I wanted too but not Texas cause they are a lot more competitive
xmeakox (2:37:38 PM): i guess
CaptainCambodia8 (2:37:57 PM): but by the time we move in May or june you will have your doctors and stuff
CaptainCambodia8 (2:38:12 PM): but you have some friends from work and your cousins
xmeakox (2:38:20 PM): yea like i said i don't care anymor so do whatever
CaptainCambodia8 (2:38:25 PM): and its familiar territory
CaptainCambodia8 (2:39:05 PM): baby I"m trying to do what's best
xmeakox (2:39:35 PM): i know and i'm sitting back and watching
xmeakox (2:39:38 PM): so do wha you do
CaptainCambodia8 (2:39:55 PM): what do you mean
CaptainCambodia8 (2:40:14 PM): you act like you have no say in whats going on
xmeakox (2:40:22 PM): i mean i'm just going to sit back on this one keep my mouth shut and let you be the man and take over and do what you think is best for the 3 of us
xmeakox (2:40:40 PM): i have say in whats going on and i will say when i don't like it anymore or when you are being stupid
xmeakox (2:40:52 PM): so do what you do and i'll let you know if i don't like anything
xmeakox (2:40:58 PM): not that it matters but yea
CaptainCambodia8 (2:41:14 PM): well do you not like this plan? do you think I'm being stupid?
xmeakox (2:41:38 PM): can you read?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:43:18 PM): either choice you've complained about, you didn't like it when I was set on Texas not you don't wanna stay here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:43:36 PM): how bout we move to floridia
xmeakox (2:43:46 PM): X MeaKo X (12:26:32 PM): thats why i wanted to sit down and have this talk before you went all derastic and made a life changing decision without me
X MeaKo X (12:26:40 PM): but it seems you already have so never mind
xmeakox (2:43:46 PM): i hate florida
xmeakox (2:43:52 PM): be real
xmeakox (2:43:57 PM): knock off the jokes
xmeakox (2:44:25 PM): this is my life and my babies life not just yours i wanted to sit down and talk all this trough with you but you went around me and made your plans the way you wanted to
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:27 PM): well do you wanna stay here or go back to Texas
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:34 PM): or go some where else
CaptainCambodia8 (2:44:58 PM): you pick and I'll make it happen
xmeakox (2:45:19 PM): i don't want to talk about it over the internet is my fucking point
xmeakox (2:45:37 PM): i wanted to sit down at a table with you there and piece of paper and egt it all out
xmeakox (2:45:42 PM): i don't fucking care really
xmeakox (2:45:51 PM): we can move to egypt for all i give a fuck
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:11 PM): Then why are you complaining about it?!
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:21 PM): if you don't care
xmeakox (2:46:39 PM): i'm not whatever
CaptainCambodia8 (2:46:48 PM): I gotta get this stuff moving so it can happen before I miss deadlines
xmeakox (2:47:04 PM): do whatever you like
CaptainCambodia8 (2:47:29 PM): It doesn't matter to me
xmeakox (2:47:50 PM): ok then
CaptainCambodia8 (2:48:21 PM): this is how it is, I love texas and would like to go back, but staying here is just as good plus its easier, saves us alot of money, and I have better opportunities here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:48:43 PM): and I say either here or Texas cause I can make either one happen
xmeakox (2:48:44 PM): fine then stay
xmeakox (2:49:02 PM): i don't like either fucking state so i don't care where me move to
CaptainCambodia8 (2:49:04 PM): if you wanna go somewhere else it would just be alil harder to coordinate
xmeakox (2:49:15 PM): we*
CaptainCambodia8 (2:49:39 PM): but I can do it
xmeakox (2:53:49 PM): ok
CaptainCambodia8 (2:54:56 PM): so do you wanna stay here tawni?
CaptainCambodia8 (2:55:09 PM): I haven't turned any paper work in yet
CaptainCambodia8 (2:55:19 PM): so we can go where ever
xmeakox (2:55:24 PM): James i don't fucking care
xmeakox (2:55:43 PM): i'm not ready to move but i want to get out of here
xmeakox (2:55:48 PM): so it doesn't matter
xmeakox (2:55:56 PM): i have alot of exs here and i don't really want to stay
xmeakox (2:56:08 PM): my old friends i don't ever want to see so i don't want to be here
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:22 PM): okay then
xmeakox (2:56:26 PM): i don't want to move because i'm tired of moving but i don't want to stay
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:29 PM): its settled
xmeakox (2:56:32 PM): so you make the choice and i'll go with it
CaptainCambodia8 (2:56:44 PM): we'll go to Texas
xmeakox (2:56:48 PM): it doesn't really fucking matter
xmeakox (2:56:56 PM): can we go to another country?
xmeakox (2:57:01 PM): where its really warm
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:05 PM): lol, I wish
xmeakox (2:57:09 PM): and i don't have a enighbor for miles
xmeakox (2:57:20 PM): i want to live in the country
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:28 PM): just you and me
xmeakox (2:57:31 PM): where i can have a lil garden on a wlot fo acres
CaptainCambodia8 (2:57:34 PM): thats all we need
xmeakox (2:57:51 PM): and whn i get bored i can go for a walk and not see another house for at leaste a mile
xmeakox (2:58:07 PM): and i want a barn
xmeakox (2:58:10 PM): and a pool
xmeakox (2:58:18 PM): and at least 4 bedrooms if not more
xmeakox (2:58:27 PM): so don't ask me what i want because its to much to ask for
xmeakox (2:58:34 PM): so it doesn't really matter to me anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (2:59:18 PM): Texas it is then
xmeakox (2:59:44 PM): but you told me you can't get your track stuff there or fight there
xmeakox (2:59:50 PM): james i relaly want you to do this for you
xmeakox (2:59:55 PM): i'll go where you go
xmeakox (3:00:09 PM): what about kansas?
xmeakox (3:00:24 PM): no you know what
xmeakox (3:00:29 PM): go move to texas
CaptainCambodia8 (3:00:39 PM): lol
CaptainCambodia8 (3:00:43 PM): why's that?
xmeakox (3:00:51 PM): i'll just buy a house out in the midwest inthe cuntry somewhere and when i'm tired of it all i'll leave you for a while and chill out
xmeakox (3:01:12 PM): i wanted to buy my grandmas old land anyways
xmeakox (3:01:33 PM): and fix up her property and then my other grandmas house and fix it up
xmeakox (3:01:36 PM): so you do what you do
xmeakox (3:01:45 PM): and i'll find extra cash to do what i want to do
CaptainCambodia8 (3:02:16 PM): baby
CaptainCambodia8 (3:02:43 PM): hows that gonna work
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:02 PM): a married couple with a kid living several states apart
xmeakox (3:03:07 PM): well see you go to work and i'll get on a plane when i want to go somewhere and i'll go
xmeakox (3:03:16 PM): no i'll live with you too
xmeakox (3:03:27 PM): but for at least 5 months out of the year i'll be somewhere else
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:44 PM): are you kidding?!
xmeakox (3:03:48 PM): no
xmeakox (3:03:50 PM): no i'm not
CaptainCambodia8 (3:03:57 PM): you're talking about leaving me for half of my life
xmeakox (3:03:59 PM): this is why me and tyler broke up he could't handle it either
xmeakox (3:04:10 PM): its what i've always wanted to do
xmeakox (3:04:27 PM): i can be with you for a month then leave fo a month
xmeakox (3:04:35 PM): or you could go there with me i don't care
xmeakox (3:04:41 PM): but i've always wanted a house in 2 states
CaptainCambodia8 (3:04:45 PM): wanted to do what? live in the country or leave back and forth
xmeakox (3:05:01 PM): fix my grandparents old places up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:04 PM): well we can do that babe in the futre
xmeakox (3:05:09 PM): i'd have to buy them first
xmeakox (3:05:18 PM): James my future is fucked
xmeakox (3:05:21 PM): here it is
xmeakox (3:05:24 PM): its right in front of you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:28 PM): have a summer house and a winter house or something
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:35 PM): what do you mean
CaptainCambodia8 (3:05:48 PM): I thought everything was great and running smooth
xmeakox (3:06:09 PM): its fine
CaptainCambodia8 (3:06:19 PM): you're future is with me right? how can it be fucked up?
xmeakox (3:08:03 PM): its fine
CaptainCambodia8 (3:08:11 PM): you need to talk to me babe and tell me whats on your mind cause you never tell me everything and I have no clue whats going on. I thought everything was fine and looking forward to a wonderful life but now you're saying your future is fucked up? what's on your mind babe? what's goin on
xmeakox (3:10:12 PM): i was told today that someone was dissapointed in me, I had plans for my life and what i was going to do, now i'm pregnant and i dont' have a clue about anything anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (3:10:49 PM): who said that?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:11:04 PM): what were you're plans?
xmeakox (3:11:07 PM): i live in my parents apartment driving their car, i'm not married and i'm pregnant, i quick college early and i just let my self down
xmeakox (3:11:22 PM): i'm just having a harder then hard time
xmeakox (3:11:28 PM): don't worrie about me
xmeakox (3:11:36 PM): i'll figure it out
CaptainCambodia8 (3:12:19 PM): before you were pregnant you were'nt sure what you wanted to do, go airforce, navy, peace corp, go back to college, move away from....
CaptainCambodia8 (3:12:31 PM): me
xmeakox (3:13:53 PM): and?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:14:26 PM): you said you had all these plans that now you can't do cause you're pregnant
xmeakox (3:14:30 PM): here you go how about this
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:14 PM): like being pregnant is the worst thing that could hapen
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:38 PM): I thought we were gonna get married after Wentworth and have kids soon after
CaptainCambodia8 (3:15:45 PM): thats what we always talked about
xmeakox (3:16:09 PM): November 8, 2006 12:52 PM
you're a dumb bitch i should have been one of the first people to know you're preggo but NO!!! i have to find out by reading someone else's comments on how cute you are pregnet you are a fat cow and i hope you swell so big you can't even walk!!! love you!
xmeakox (3:16:09 PM): james
CaptainCambodia8 (3:16:10 PM): you were always dissappointed when I said I wanted to wait a couple years to have kids
xmeakox (3:16:15 PM): i love you i really do
xmeakox (3:16:25 PM): and i do want kids
xmeakox (3:16:34 PM): but i'm scared to have one
xmeakox (3:16:38 PM): i can't talkt o you about it ok
CaptainCambodia8 (3:16:54 PM): who would say something like that
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:04 PM): that is so ignorant
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:23 PM): what does they're opinion matter anyway
xmeakox (3:17:44 PM): shes my best friend
CaptainCambodia8 (3:17:51 PM): you're seriously gonna get all down about a stupid comment like that
xmeakox (3:17:54 PM): and you would have to know her to understand that comment
xmeakox (3:18:01 PM): thats not why i'm down
xmeakox (3:18:05 PM): i just said to read it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:11 PM): some friend to say something like that
xmeakox (3:18:17 PM): yea i know
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:30 PM): well you said someone said they were dissapointed in you
xmeakox (3:18:46 PM): like when yours say stupid shit like wow you banged her like i'm a some fucking slut you fucked and left
CaptainCambodia8 (3:18:57 PM): but I didn't
xmeakox (3:18:59 PM): don't worry about who that was
xmeakox (3:19:04 PM): they dont matter
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:04 PM): it has no truth to it
xmeakox (3:19:07 PM): it just made me think
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:13 PM): she didn't meant it like that
xmeakox (3:19:19 PM): fuck her
xmeakox (3:19:28 PM): and anyone else who has anything to say about me being pregnant
CaptainCambodia8 (3:19:36 PM): exactly
xmeakox (3:19:36 PM): i hate everyone
xmeakox (3:20:07 PM): its not like i have anyone anyways so fuck it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:20:16 PM): you have me babe
xmeakox (3:20:27 PM): no no i don't
xmeakox (3:20:29 PM): your there
xmeakox (3:20:38 PM): i won't even have you with me till after the baby is born
xmeakox (3:21:00 PM): so to go along with my family not liking me right now your and my friends talking shit i'm alone
xmeakox (3:21:04 PM): how fucking nice is that
xmeakox (3:21:08 PM): nothing matters to me anymore ok
xmeakox (3:21:19 PM): do whatever you want to do move where ever you want to go its your life
CaptainCambodia8 (3:21:33 PM): none of my friends talked shit, your family doesn't hate you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:21:49 PM): but are you going to go with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:22:27 PM): having a kid and getting married is all you wanted and talked about
xmeakox (3:22:47 PM): my bad
CaptainCambodia8 (3:22:47 PM): now cause of some poeples opinions
CaptainCambodia8 (3:23:01 PM): you don't want too?
xmeakox (3:23:44 PM): i don't know what i want anymore
CaptainCambodia8 (3:23:45 PM): its not there fault they are ignorant and don't understand
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:08 PM): they don't understand how deeply we are in love with each other
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:27 PM): or....maybe just me....
CaptainCambodia8 (3:24:43 PM): you seem to be having second thoughts
xmeakox (3:26:26 PM): brb
CaptainCambodia8 (3:26:31 PM): please think long and hard on what you're saying and what you really want
xmeakox (3:27:31 PM): i'm emailing someone hold on
xmeakox (3:27:39 PM): damn chill out for 2 seconds
CaptainCambodia8 (3:30:46 PM): it doesn't matter what others think tawni, its about us
CaptainCambodia8 (3:30:50 PM): its about our child
CaptainCambodia8 (3:31:01 PM): and whats best for him/her
xmeakox (3:31:13 PM): its not about what anyone thinkgs
xmeakox (3:31:22 PM): i dont' care about that
CaptainCambodia8 (3:31:39 PM): please tell me then whats on your mind
xmeakox (3:31:50 PM): i care about telling you for 2 weeks now that we need to sit down together and talk about our future and you go off and start signing papers without me
xmeakox (3:31:54 PM): thats what this shit is about
CaptainCambodia8 (3:32:11 PM): I didn't sign anything yet!
CaptainCambodia8 (3:32:48 PM): only thing I did was put in my application to William Jewel and get my money for my GI Bill staight
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:28 PM): I was getting everything done to move to Texas then you didn't wanna go
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:34 PM): you were tired of moving
CaptainCambodia8 (3:33:42 PM): you didn't know anyone
xmeakox (3:33:53 PM): i dont' kow anyone here either
CaptainCambodia8 (3:34:02 PM): are afraid what my parents and friends would think
CaptainCambodia8 (3:34:17 PM): talked about if I moved you might not go with me
xmeakox (3:34:24 PM): i might not
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:03 PM): then I was doing stuff so I can stay here with you and counter every excuse you had about moving to texas
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:10 PM): you will have your doctor
xmeakox (3:35:13 PM): you want to be a professional fighter and a model and live in the city and go to college and do all this shit
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:17 PM): you don't have to move
xmeakox (3:35:30 PM): your not going to have time for us anyways
xmeakox (3:35:42 PM): so do whats best for you and i'll just go along with it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:35:43 PM): I gotta do this stuff to make money and support you
xmeakox (3:35:47 PM): i don't really have a choice
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:03 PM): you're being ridicoulous
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:10 PM): why wouldn't I have time for you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:21 PM): that doesn't make since
CaptainCambodia8 (3:36:48 PM): I"ll have 2 or 3 classes every couple days
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:06 PM): I'll work for the army one weekend a month and come home at night
xmeakox (3:37:23 PM): FINE
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:41 PM): and I would still fight as a hobby and model when ever the opporunity came up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:37:54 PM): which gives me plenty of time with you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:38:13 PM): I gotta finish college and go to work and make money to support
CaptainCambodia8 (3:38:48 PM): I can't be with you 24/7 and everything be free, though I would like it very much
xmeakox (3:39:02 PM): don't talk to me like i'm stupid
CaptainCambodia8 (3:39:21 PM): well you said I wouldn't have time for you
CaptainCambodia8 (3:39:34 PM): and I was explaining how that is absolutley not true
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:04 PM): Don;t make me quit wentworth
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:07 PM): cause I will
CaptainCambodia8 (3:40:19 PM): I"ll do it so I can be there with you
xmeakox (3:40:58 PM): if you quit there yuo would loose it all
xmeakox (3:41:03 PM): so don't be dumb
xmeakox (3:41:11 PM): i just don't care james
xmeakox (3:41:15 PM): i really don't care anymore
xmeakox (3:41:18 PM): do whatever youwant to
xmeakox (3:41:22 PM): make plans
xmeakox (3:41:27 PM): do it all
CaptainCambodia8 (3:41:49 PM): I wanna be with you, so none of my plans matter if you're not a part of them
xmeakox (3:42:10 PM): ok well i ment i'd go along with them but thanks
CaptainCambodia8 (3:43:18 PM): okay well you wanted to talk about this and I started to by telling you what I've got done and what I"m doing to prepare and support you and by giving you options
CaptainCambodia8 (3:43:55 PM): how did you want to start that conversation?
xmeakox (3:43:57 PM): i wanted to talk about it in PERSON
xmeakox (3:44:03 PM): how many times do i have to say that to you
xmeakox (3:44:47 PM): this is it huh for the next 9 months anything i need to say is going to be over some chat convo on the internet huh
xmeakox (3:44:56 PM): wow i'm dating a computer how nice
xmeakox (3:45:22 PM): i don't know how to have this conversation over the fucking internet
xmeakox (3:45:49 PM): i give up
xmeakox (3:45:52 PM): i just give up
CaptainCambodia8 (3:56:00 PM): you there?
xmeakox (3:56:32 PM): yea
xmeakox (3:57:10 PM): whats up?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:57:58 PM): put yourself in my shoes babe, what would you have me do?
xmeakox (3:58:37 PM): dump me
CaptainCambodia8 (3:58:54 PM): god dammit, the ass hole left when I told him I needed the phone
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:06 PM): why do you always want me to dump you
xmeakox (3:59:06 PM): put yourself in my shoes what would like to have done?
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:17 PM): thats what I'm doing
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:26 PM): I'm trying to accomadate you
xmeakox (3:59:34 PM): well stop it
CaptainCambodia8 (3:59:46 PM): you kept complaining about texas and how you didn't want to move
CaptainCambodia8 (4:00:00 PM): so I gonna stay here
xmeakox (4:00:05 PM): ok then
CaptainCambodia8 (4:00:22 PM): but you don't talk to me about things and had no clue that you didn't want to stay here
xmeakox (4:00:52 PM): James, lets just not do this right now ok
xmeakox (4:00:57 PM): can we talk about it later?
xmeakox (4:01:04 PM): i'm tired and i don't feel well
xmeakox (4:01:14 PM): and i'm in a bad upset mood as it is
CaptainCambodia8 (4:01:21 PM): why?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:01:27 PM): whats wrong
xmeakox (4:01:35 PM): everything and nothing
xmeakox (4:01:45 PM): i'm just tired and i need a nap and i don't feel good
xmeakox (4:01:53 PM): my face hurts
xmeakox (4:02:04 PM): my legs hurt i have cramps in my tummy
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:18 PM): we need to figure this out though babe
xmeakox (4:02:25 PM): i know i've been saying that
xmeakox (4:02:30 PM): remember me saying that?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:39 PM): and thats what I"ve been trying to do
xmeakox (4:02:43 PM): ok you ask the question and i'll answer
xmeakox (4:02:49 PM): ok will that make you feel better
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:49 PM): but you're arguing with everything I have to say
CaptainCambodia8 (4:02:59 PM): okay
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:13 PM): do you want to have this baby?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:27 PM): do you want to get married to me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:03:48 PM): do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:04:14 PM): do you wanna stay here or go to Texas?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:04:46 PM): whats going through your mind and why won't you talk about it with me?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:09 PM): come down here and steal me this instant so we can figure this out
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:15 PM): I won't sneak out
xmeakox (4:05:32 PM): you won't? then how will you leave?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:05:46 PM): I will just go down tell the commandant whats going on and leave with or without his permission
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:16 PM): you are what matters most to me tawni
xmeakox (4:06:18 PM): i wanted to see yout this weekend
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:40 PM): I don't have classes tomorrow anyways
CaptainCambodia8 (4:06:55 PM): why this weekend?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:01 PM): why not now?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:17 PM): you want to talk to me in person right
CaptainCambodia8 (4:07:31 PM): we can't just ignore this until this weekend
xmeakox (4:08:05 PM): kind of, yes, that goes along with number 2, i want to live where it is best for your career and money making, whats going through my mind is a conversation i had today you dont' want to hear about because you hate the person, i can't talk about it with you because youhate the person,
xmeakox (4:08:05 PM): and i wanted you on the weekend because i'd have more time with you
xmeakox (4:08:51 PM): not to mention even though i got paid most of it went on bills and i don't have alot of money
CaptainCambodia8 (4:08:52 PM): what did he have to say/
CaptainCambodia8 (4:09:09 PM): why were you even talking to him?
xmeakox (4:09:24 PM): nothing i had t call him to see if he could make a deposit to my bank for me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:09:27 PM): and what the fuck does his opinion mean? he's a fuckin douche
xmeakox (4:09:31 PM): since i'm not in cali
xmeakox (4:09:46 PM): he didn't have any opionon on it he wished me well and good luck
CaptainCambodia8 (4:10:04 PM): so why is the conversation on your mind?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:10:36 PM): you said someone was dissapointed? was that that same friend earlier?
xmeakox (4:10:52 PM): because i was able to open up and have a conversation with him about stuff because he understands how i feel about things and how i feel about whats going on, nothing serious nothing to get ina twist over just talked
xmeakox (4:11:41 PM): he was just dissapointed that i didn't finsish school, so i told him why i didn't finish was all, and the person who left the comment was katelyn
CaptainCambodia8 (4:12:27 PM): why didn't you finish?
xmeakox (4:12:56 PM): because i didn't want to be with tyler anymore and i had to get away and things weren't going well so i ran away from it all
xmeakox (4:13:15 PM): and the only way i could get away from him was if i left and to leave i had to come back here
xmeakox (4:13:36 PM): that school was one of 2 aba approved in the country
xmeakox (4:13:44 PM): for paralegal progrmas
xmeakox (4:13:49 PM): programs
CaptainCambodia8 (4:14:23 PM): its not your fault its his
xmeakox (4:14:33 PM): its an extreme fast track program and the only other one like it is on the east coast so its not like i could just go in and get the same schooling anywhere else
CaptainCambodia8 (4:14:35 PM): for treating you like shit and forcing you to leave
xmeakox (4:14:41 PM): its no ones fault alls i said was i talked to him
xmeakox (4:14:54 PM): i wasn't doing all that well there anyways and didn't really like the school
xmeakox (4:15:11 PM): it was kinda getting ghetto and i hate ghettoness
xmeakox (4:15:29 PM): when i'm paying 23,000 to go to school i want to go to school with people who aren't on welfare
xmeakox (4:15:35 PM): i'm kinda like that
CaptainCambodia8 (4:15:46 PM): so if you fifnished what would that mean?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:15:54 PM): what would be diffrent?
xmeakox (4:16:08 PM): i'd have my aa right now
xmeakox (4:16:20 PM): thats the only difference
CaptainCambodia8 (4:16:23 PM): well besides prolly not meeting me
xmeakox (4:16:26 PM): nothign big i just gave up is all
xmeakox (4:16:35 PM): i give up
xmeakox (4:16:38 PM): its my thing
xmeakox (4:16:42 PM): when i don't like it i give up
CaptainCambodia8 (4:16:52 PM): so promise not to give up on us and our child
xmeakox (4:17:07 PM): i don't make promises
CaptainCambodia8 (4:17:31 PM): I"m the type that will never give up no matter what, fight to the death type of guy
CaptainCambodia8 (4:17:39 PM): well I will promise you
xmeakox (4:17:40 PM): i won't give up on the baby, and i'll try not to give up on me and you , i love you with all my heart i really do i'm just having a bad time right now
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:04 PM): I promise that I will never give up on us or our child and do the best I can to support both of you
xmeakox (4:18:27 PM): good for you
xmeakox (4:18:33 PM): promise it to yourself not to me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:44 PM): I promise to you
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:49 PM): and to myself
CaptainCambodia8 (4:18:53 PM): and to my child
xmeakox (4:19:09 PM): yea mr i have low sperm count
xmeakox (4:19:47 PM): how would yuo even know that unless yuo had been fucking someone without one
CaptainCambodia8 (4:19:48 PM): I do but did you think ou were never gonna get pregant when you say you're incredibly fertile
xmeakox (4:20:02 PM): no i knew i would
xmeakox (4:20:17 PM): thats why i laughed at you when you said you didn't want kids for a few years
CaptainCambodia8 (4:20:36 PM): cause I tried to donate sperm before and they wouldn't pay me cause it was too low!
xmeakox (4:20:53 PM): you cumming in me 8 thousands times kinda helped too but yea
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:14 PM): well you wanted a child and now we have one
xmeakox (4:21:14 PM): omg are you kidding me? you have your babies out there for someone else to have?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:25 PM): NO
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:34 PM): they wouldn't take it!
xmeakox (4:21:39 PM): i won't have our child if someone else has one already
CaptainCambodia8 (4:21:48 PM): me and a few buddies did it for kicks
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:07 PM): they wouldn't take it
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:15 PM): no one has my sperm
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:20 PM): no one has my child
CaptainCambodia8 (4:22:26 PM): you are the only one
xmeakox (4:22:34 PM): i better fucking be
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:14 PM): you are
xmeakox (4:23:17 PM): national guard has a 20k enlistment bonus right now
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:25 PM): yeah
xmeakox (4:23:38 PM): kinda off the subject but it just popped up on my computer
xmeakox (4:23:41 PM): anyways
CaptainCambodia8 (4:23:41 PM): well I"m still waiting for my 14k from 3 years ago
xmeakox (4:23:43 PM): i don't feel good
xmeakox (4:24:06 PM): yea you probably won't ever get it the army if fucked like that
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:21 PM): can you come get me
xmeakox (4:24:24 PM): i hear most people get fucked out of it anyways thats why when you talked about it i kinda don't pay attention
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:26 PM): I have to see you
xmeakox (4:24:31 PM): and do what with you?
xmeakox (4:24:44 PM): i'll come get you if you drive me home because i'm tired
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:46 PM): I need to be with you right now
xmeakox (4:24:48 PM): when do you have to be back?
xmeakox (4:24:55 PM): i have an appointment tomrrow
CaptainCambodia8 (4:24:56 PM): who cares
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:04 PM): when I have to be back
xmeakox (4:25:06 PM): i do
xmeakox (4:25:09 PM): umm
xmeakox (4:25:16 PM): i don't need you getting kicked out of school
xmeakox (4:25:22 PM): youhave to get your commision
xmeakox (4:25:26 PM): did you ask to leave?
xmeakox (4:25:29 PM): tell anyone?
xmeakox (4:25:32 PM): tracy?
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:33 PM): not yet
xmeakox (4:25:38 PM): the other person ?
xmeakox (4:25:42 PM): you egt the ok and i will
xmeakox (4:25:47 PM): but i don't have much money for gas
CaptainCambodia8 (4:25:48 PM): tracy has been and will be gone the entire week
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:00 PM): well I have none
xmeakox (4:26:03 PM): you go and ask
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:09 PM): $3
xmeakox (4:26:10 PM): and if you get the ok i will
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:22 PM): I'm not gonna get it
xmeakox (4:26:27 PM): but the house is a disaster
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:33 PM): like it matters
xmeakox (4:26:37 PM): wel at least tell them you are leaving
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:39 PM): I just need to see you
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:43 PM): I will
xmeakox (4:26:46 PM): no you don't
xmeakox (4:26:49 PM): u just want to
CaptainCambodia8 (4:26:57 PM): no I need to
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:13 PM): I won't be able to concentrate or function right ill I see you
xmeakox (4:27:41 PM): whsy that>?
xmeakox (4:27:47 PM): just call me
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:48 PM): I have a bad feeling
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:55 PM): I don't have a phone!
CaptainCambodia8 (4:27:58 PM): or I would
xmeakox (4:28:03 PM): a bad feeling about what?
xmeakox (4:28:14 PM): tell them i have a docs appointment and you will be back later tomorrow then
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:21 PM): like our relationship is very fragile right now
xmeakox (4:28:28 PM): it is
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:35 PM): I know
CaptainCambodia8 (4:28:43 PM): I need to be with you
xmeakox (4:28:51 PM): how is seeing me going to make it better
CaptainCambodia8 (4:29:13 PM): cause I'm worried
xmeakox (4:29:22 PM): ok well then in that case
xmeakox (4:29:29 PM): you better be worth this drive i'm super tired
xmeakox (4:29:42 PM): i'll brb gotta go brush my teefs
CaptainCambodia8 (4:30:04 PM): we can have out "talk"
CaptainCambodia8 (4:30:15 PM): get everything straight
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:31 PM): I love you tawni
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:35 PM): and I fuckin mean it
CaptainCambodia8 (4:31:40 PM): I won't lose you
xmeakox (4:32:30 PM): love you 2
xmeakox (4:32:42 PM): when do i have to have you back buy?
xmeakox (4:33:00 PM): keeo yourself online and i'll message you when i get there but i'm not leaving just yet
CaptainCambodia8 (4:33:25 PM): okay, I"m gonna go down and talk to them
CaptainCambodia8 (4:33:29 PM): brb
xmeakox (4:35:24 PM): ok
xmeakox (4:36:00 PM): well hurry up