and so it is...
it only took one momentary lapse of awareness.. and i forget myself again. In 8 seconds i slipped back like 300 some odd days. Its like watching reruns of a show in which all the main characters have died.
i see it... but don't want to open it. For fear of what?
something that hurt. yep. thats right.. it did. I said it. Nobody really knows that. Or maybe they do and i'm the one that is denying this.
i think my head is usually pretty good at filtering confusion..and it just might be screaming "please close the flood gates!". But i guess its like food processing and bugs. Sometimes you gotta let a little bit sneak in. There really isn't any way to stop it.....
i see it... but don't want to open it. For fear of what?
something that hurt. yep. thats right.. it did. I said it. Nobody really knows that. Or maybe they do and i'm the one that is denying this.
i think my head is usually pretty good at filtering confusion..and it just might be screaming "please close the flood gates!". But i guess its like food processing and bugs. Sometimes you gotta let a little bit sneak in. There really isn't any way to stop it.....