... no day but today ...
i'm sittin at 17.5... listening to the amazing music coming from the farmers market.. waiting for sara to get off. The weather is absolutely beautiful outside and i'm in a fantastic mood once again. I'm glad that i'm generally always happy. I wish that everyone in the world could experience that.
i've been struggling lately with the issue of us. Its strange because she and i both totally understand it. And we enjoy it. Wouldn't have it any other way. But the complicated thing is trying to explain it to anyone else. Most people don't get the concept of love without ownership. Devotion without loss of self identity. i don't need to brand my name on her ass.. nor does she mine. All we need is that instant.. that warm glowing feeling.. when we stare into each other's eyes .. graze our hands across each other's cheeks.. and know that we are perfectly content. I adore her... but not nearly as much as i adore myself. And the fact that she is able to feel that exact same way makes what we are going through an amazing saga.
i want to fall in love with this city.
i've been struggling lately with the issue of us. Its strange because she and i both totally understand it. And we enjoy it. Wouldn't have it any other way. But the complicated thing is trying to explain it to anyone else. Most people don't get the concept of love without ownership. Devotion without loss of self identity. i don't need to brand my name on her ass.. nor does she mine. All we need is that instant.. that warm glowing feeling.. when we stare into each other's eyes .. graze our hands across each other's cheeks.. and know that we are perfectly content. I adore her... but not nearly as much as i adore myself. And the fact that she is able to feel that exact same way makes what we are going through an amazing saga.
i want to fall in love with this city.