And my brain keeps revolving around and around...

[commodoresexual]

Seriously, don't tag this unless you're in that fangirl part of Supernatural fandom, or you just won't get it.

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[commodoresexual]

I keep having this weird fantasy/fear, that he is actually reading my stuff. He's out there, and he knows who I am, and what I've done with Castiel in all my stories and my really whacked idea of John the vessel, and while he apparently is down with that crazy sound -- now I'm going to keep expecting weird little notes to my stories.

Like, 'Wren, I don't want to be a grammar Nazi here, but past tense is your friend. Love, Misha.'

OR, 'Blueberry pancakes? C'mon Wren! You know chocolate chip pancakes have to be the angel's true weakness. Get on that, woman. - love, Misha.'

Because in my head? He'd sign them. Just to make me freak out more.

I have to say I'm intrigued by the idea, but at the same time TOTALLY wigged out. And weirdly not because I wouldn't want him to read - c'mon, who wouldn't want some kind of validation for your work from the guy portraying the character you love? Get out of here, it'd be awesome. But at the same time - he's reading my stuff. What if it's not good enough? He thinks it's poorly written? It's enough to make me grip my hair.

I do and I don't. I want to welcome Misha but at the same time I feel like he ought to call first so I can clean up the proverbial house a little.