hitting below the belt

Dec 04, 2006 12:24

Well here i am sitting at the desk wondering if i will ever become whole again from the humiltation that i had to face. i knew professor studmuffin was wearing too much whatever he put on. jesus i fianted i hope he learned his lesson. i knew i shouldnt have done this but not that iv opend the gates to emoutin its hard to close them and not feeling anything is somtime worse now that i know what happiness and excitment is. now i just feel like crap. o shit here he comes...dont make eye contact, just dont look up ...o god but hes so cute just a glance wow he looks nice today and why is he still standing there? maybe caz im staring at him look down god ur an idoit this was a mistake. good hes gone, what a flower? he gave me a rose. great a gay an gave me a rose for fainting. wonderful. less spray today tho was much nicer, though i still wish he had put too much on so i could have my shower fantasy, no u dont u hate him he has bitter yams not candy. damn this is harder than i thought.

i put the flower in a long glass cup next to my bed. i know i shouldnt have but it was so lovley to fall asleep to that crimson red and how bright and soft it was in the mouring light.

Shit the prick is calling for me " Yes sir?" man does this man ever get off his ass? now i have to get these papers and deliver them to professor studmuffin...o crap no i cant do that okay say u feel faint...omg he did not just call me a lazy bitch!!! o hell no flip this ima walk in there and whoop his lazy ass.

i got fired and would have been charged for battery and assult but i cought him cheating on his wife with another co-worker so we made a deal. but in a sense this is a good thing since i will no longer be faced with the temptations of professor studmuffin and can resum being a cold and heartless bitch and live my life as an old lady with no cats..at least ill smell better...

p.s. i want a tatto
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