After hacking this one to pieces, I've switched to an old journal: annegram. So add me back if you like, since I won't be using this one anymore.

Finished watching Heavenly Creatures which was..my mom told me about that case when I was younger so that we could share in being horrified by it, but I admired them. I thought about killing my parents too. So I'm hyper. And contemplating matricide.

http://www.many-realms.net/LTBSA/index2.html

I was cleaning but got distracted by the shoe fetish. Shoes and garters and long socks and oh god the Sock Dreams website. EEH ( Read more... )

Soon I start a job I had to take a drug test for (random drug tests?) and I've started smoking pot more often, compared to once or twice a month at most, because, spoken like a fourteen-year-old who's just picked up the habit, it helps me think. It is a good alternative to alcohol or DXM. Doesn't fuck up your stomach and a less overwhelming high. ( Read more... )

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I want one!: http://www.boundcon.com/en/images/impressions/artsensual/blackrose/blackrose_001_gr.jpgRead more... )

Happy. It must be this song, because I decided I can't make major decisions about my future anytime soon because..I can't remember. It's 100 degrees in my bedroom.

1. Move into tiny third floor bedroom and do laundry outdoors
2. Live out of a car
3. Get drunk and walk out in front of traffic
4. Eat Easter dinner and play videos for my cousin

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The cat ripped up my stomach. I get to come indoors for two days and sleep naked, listen to Hawaiian records, and clutch at my pounding head while lying in the fetal position on a normal bed. Hurray.

It's snowing!