lots of time to think...
ok... i lied,... lol... i will update again... just because i can't sleep (stupid meds keep me up til like 6 am, lol... but i can't feel my mouth... so the world is good, lol)... since thursday... i've had seriously so much time to think... my mom was like insane about me walking around the house... but after i slipped down the stairs the first time i guess she had a right, lol... my spider bite is nearly healed up (yay)... and omg, i finally watch a jurassic park movie (the third one) without freaking out... now i just have to get over my fear of the first one, lol... and yes, i know how sad it is that i'm afraid of dinosaur movies, lol... but back to the thinking thing... i've done a lot of it, and someone was right... i don't think about myself a lot... i think that's like human nature... but in the past few days i've tried to put myself in other people's shoes and see where they are coming from... and i finally understand a few things... a few very important things... but of course.. i have the worst timing ever and it's too late... i just want to say that i am sorry and i do understand now, even though you prolly don't believe me... i really do...
i'm so psyched to go back to state... 5 days... but tomorrow i get to FINALLY go to a baseball game!!!!!! GO BREWERS!!!! i just hope it doesn't rain, i like it when the top is open way better... omg, i seriously feel so freakin pale it's insane, lol... monday i'm ditchin shelly and thad and i'll go to hurricane harbor with nick adn chris, lol... i haven't seen them in forever, so i totally can't wait... ALSO... i REALLY want an orange!!!!! boo for citrus acids, lol... well... good luck with all your finals guys... i'll be back in michigan in 5 DAYS!!!!!!! BEWARE!!!!... me and steph already have plans for her first weekend down at state, lol... and ryan of course is my party bodyguard, lol... it's a new rule... new year... no head injuries...
*sar*
i'm so psyched to go back to state... 5 days... but tomorrow i get to FINALLY go to a baseball game!!!!!! GO BREWERS!!!! i just hope it doesn't rain, i like it when the top is open way better... omg, i seriously feel so freakin pale it's insane, lol... monday i'm ditchin shelly and thad and i'll go to hurricane harbor with nick adn chris, lol... i haven't seen them in forever, so i totally can't wait... ALSO... i REALLY want an orange!!!!! boo for citrus acids, lol... well... good luck with all your finals guys... i'll be back in michigan in 5 DAYS!!!!!!! BEWARE!!!!... me and steph already have plans for her first weekend down at state, lol... and ryan of course is my party bodyguard, lol... it's a new rule... new year... no head injuries...
*sar*