Aug 11, 2005 08:52
today has been totally terrible... and it just started... it always starts the same... i'll be online at like midnight/1 am... totally great mood... and then i'll say the wrong thing, which leads to more wrong things.. then it's totally downhill and i end up crying myself to sleep... so... now i have a head ache and a really dry mouth, but i can't drink anything... i have surgery in like an hour and a half... but this morning doesn't end there... i woke up like 20 minutes ago and there was a spider crawling across the wall about my head... two inches from my pillow... so i'm freaking out.. i hate bugs... and spiders are the scariest things like ever... so i go to kill it and it lands on my pillow and is like crawling super fast... i finally killed the stupid thing... and now i'm looking at my wrist and the dumb thing bit me.. :(... i go back to school in like 8 days... and my best friend prolly hates me...
and to be honest... i am scared about today... i prolly won't post again until i get back at state... so enjoy the last parts of your summer guys...