so you want to live forever.
I felt like maybe i could get over everything and today could be alright, that none of the hurt would matter anymore, because i was dealing with it but i still find myself sitting in the corner silently contemplating life and everything that comes with it.
I guess i should start thinking about happy things, i wanna try and get some tickets to go to some gigs over in america, but not knowing where i'll be when is so bloody annoying. I want to do so much over the summer and hopefully tim will come out and it wil all be ok, i have to be optimistic or i will lose my faith in the fact good things do happen.
I want to get away from here, this place is so depressing, it's full of memories of times i don't want to remember. I want to go to university and to start my new life in leeds, i want to just get away. Tim said he'd take me to norfolk the week of my birthday, hardly romantic but it gets me out of here...and it's kind of nice to run along the beach, or just go for a walk and go ten pin bowling, it's nerdy but nice to get out.
I am happy my friends are back from uni, but its hardly the same, they're all out there with their new lives and their new friends and i'm back here with nothing. I work in a shitty cinema for a trip that i don't know is happening, and i don't have real friends anymore..and the one good thing in my life is falling apart.
I don't mean to whinge but sometimes a girl has a bad day.
I guess i should start thinking about happy things, i wanna try and get some tickets to go to some gigs over in america, but not knowing where i'll be when is so bloody annoying. I want to do so much over the summer and hopefully tim will come out and it wil all be ok, i have to be optimistic or i will lose my faith in the fact good things do happen.
I want to get away from here, this place is so depressing, it's full of memories of times i don't want to remember. I want to go to university and to start my new life in leeds, i want to just get away. Tim said he'd take me to norfolk the week of my birthday, hardly romantic but it gets me out of here...and it's kind of nice to run along the beach, or just go for a walk and go ten pin bowling, it's nerdy but nice to get out.
I am happy my friends are back from uni, but its hardly the same, they're all out there with their new lives and their new friends and i'm back here with nothing. I work in a shitty cinema for a trip that i don't know is happening, and i don't have real friends anymore..and the one good thing in my life is falling apart.
I don't mean to whinge but sometimes a girl has a bad day.