Fall Down
People seem to think that I'm getting better because I'm being quiet a lot more now, but that's the opposite of the truth. In all reality, when I'm quiet, really quiet and not talking up a storm, that's when you need to worry or be alarmed, unless I'm just "tired" or have a "headache" because I'm only quiet now when it hurts, badly. and it's been hurting more and more, yesterday I had to go to the bathroom several times, not to use it, but to stand still a moment and try not to fall down from it. I don't want to complain to angie, vickie, or mama because they'll just tell me to get over it or get used to it, but how can I get over something that hurts anew and more every morning and how can I get used to something that changes more then my opinion does, I mean hell, I dont know what's going on with my body, but I hae one of the two doc apps. i need made and I'll get that other one taken care of or at least under way and after that, it'll be what it will be.
I hate being sick. I try to ignore it, to forget that it's there, but there are reminders such as my stomach, back, head, neck, my feeling like my head is on fire and about to explode and yet everyone says I don't have a fever, but then why do i feel like i am pele or that someone just pushed me in head first?
i donno anymore. all i know is i go to work for my mom and at shoneys that's it, that's all and that i'm taking the ged on Friday morning from 7:45am-5:00pm and then I have to be at work at shoneys by 6pm, I am going to be so completely useless that day and right after work, bed will be my best friend in the world i can guarentee that one. lol. it's gonna be a long friday.
I hate being sick. I try to ignore it, to forget that it's there, but there are reminders such as my stomach, back, head, neck, my feeling like my head is on fire and about to explode and yet everyone says I don't have a fever, but then why do i feel like i am pele or that someone just pushed me in head first?
i donno anymore. all i know is i go to work for my mom and at shoneys that's it, that's all and that i'm taking the ged on Friday morning from 7:45am-5:00pm and then I have to be at work at shoneys by 6pm, I am going to be so completely useless that day and right after work, bed will be my best friend in the world i can guarentee that one. lol. it's gonna be a long friday.