Back when I don't want to ever be back.

[com_316]

So, I am back from Little Rock. I did not sleep until 6 am to turn around and get about about 8:30 am and go all day and still going to not be tired. Should have just said fuck it and took thursday and friday off. 22 on friday and cause of recent events this week has gone to shit as of like 10 pm on tuesday

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[kaleypanther]

I still say, you better atleast send me a text or something that says goodbye when you leave. I know what happened in the past between us will never be changed, and I hate what jeff did to you, but like you said in the end maybe you did deserve what you got. Not to sound cold when I say that either, so I will say this, I still do love you with all I could, and everytime I think of jake dyin or when I went to mitchels mom's funeral, all I could think about was, what would happen to me if keith died? My first reaction was, eh, he doesn't talk to me so why should I care? Then my mind kicked in and I thought of the many times on the phone that I told you I'd crawl into the casket with you, which to this day I still would.

Even though I never expressed it, which I doubt it matters now but, I am very proud of you Keith. I'm proud of you for so many things that it would be utterly useless for me to tell you for what I am proud of you for. I will always wait for that phone call, I will always wait for you, and as always, I will always miss you.

Much ♥ Michelle Ann Ford.