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I've decided not to pretend to something that i feel for.
Especially so badly. Never so badly.
I've decided to be frank with myself & just face things bravely.
Because i don't want to live to regret.

Anymore.

God knows why I'm feeling this way.
& if I'm suppose to be like this, so be it.
Though it's kind of confusing and irritating,
I do like it.

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So results were out & i didn't do well.
Did very badly to be exact.
Not going to start ranting how disappointed I am
in myself & my results since everything is already set.

Decided to go back to school &
face everything again
& take As again.

I believe everything will be better
& I'll be able to do much more.

I hate leaving my colleagues.

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Operation went well, I'm in a better state than I thought I'll be in.
Can speak, but not too loud and not too clearly. 
Gums and throat hurts but not as badly as I thought they will be.

Thank goodness I was under full-body anaesthesia.
Didn't know what was being done on me, and when I woke up,
the whole operation was completed.

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Yes yes yes.
I'm back. To revive this space of mine.

Changed the skin; is it nice?
I'm not quite use to it. Would much prefer a white skin.
I love white skins. But that's why i'm using a black skin now.
Contradicting huh. But i should try new stuff.

I seriously feel like a bummer.
Still unemployed and haven't secure myself a job!

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I feel very miserable.
I feel like stopping and doing nothing.
Just stop everything around me from moving.
Just clear all my doubts before everything starts rushing again.

I feel I've wasted a lot of time of others; my friends especially.
I feel as though i have mild Schizophrenia.
Perhaps not only mild. Perhaps.

I should just concentrate.
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Backspace, backspace, backspace, backspace.
Sigh.

Feel like a complete fool.
I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think.
I don't know what's going on.

Uncertainty. It seriously has a way to torture man!

Think i can scold vulgarities like a guy now. Sigh.

I should just bang the wall.

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