I don't feel like myself.
I'm almost reaching. Reaching reaching.
Just stretch a bit more, stretch stretch.
A few more weeks and it will come to an end.
I'm freaking out now not because i'm scared.
Not because i'm nervous.
On the contrary, it's because i'm feeling nothing.
My heart no longer pound hard against my rib cage
when i think of A levels.
My mind no longer gives me pressure
when i think of A levels.
Everything seems so serene.
Too serene that i'm now freaking out.
Just what's wrong with me?