I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN GO TO PROM TONIGHT.

-i don't have enough money for my hair and make up appointment
-i have nothing to do with my hair, anyway
-my eyes are all puffy from crying
-i started my period last night
-i have fucking cramps
-i hate my dress.

fuck prom. seriously.

yesterday, jess, kylie and i went shoe shopping at the alderwood mall. i had the most fun i've probably had in...i don't know 11 months?
then we went to a party in stanwood and got incredibley shitfaced. :]

i think i'm still drunk....

( pictures! )

I hope we make it to prom...

surprisingly enough, i'm actually looking forward to going back to school tomorrow ( Read more... )

i woke up at 3:30 this morning from a horrible dream, and i have been up ever since. i tried to go back to sleep until about five when my dad got up for work, but then i knew it was no use; he's really loud in the morning ( Read more... )

so john took me to florida for spring break. it was a lot of fun :]. i just got my memory card back from john's dad, so i can finally put the pictures up.

( uh, here they are )

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