Everything looks perfect from far away.
You know. Meeting new people is such a great experience. The guys I worked with all summer, they are such awesome people. It's true, four months worth of conversations consisted of drugs, sex (usually underage), being drunk and getting caught, looking at hot girls through the window, being overall degrating, and playing the "would you rather" game (i.e. Would you rather have sex with your mom or sex with your best same sex friend for $100,000?)...but I really loved working there. And I really loved getting to know guys that I would have never known otherwise. Because it's such a big world and it's amazing how we can find a connection with so many different people. And I'm really going to miss having my ass grabbed on a daily basis and being the only straight girl in a kitchen full of horny guys and homosexuals. Good times, really.
I'm anxiously awaiting this semester to start. Finally, the merge of college-life and boyfriend-life will happen..and I don't even know what to think. It's such a big step it seems and I just want everything to work out. You would think bringing two of the most important things in my life together would be a breeze but it's actually really scary. You get used to living two seperate lives basically. And I know how to function (for the most part) in each of them...but I have no clue how to function when they're both the same thing. I'm happy though. I'm happy that at night, when everyone is out or with someone of their own, I'll have more than a phone call.
It's scary and exciting. But I guess life is always that way.
I'm going to try to learn more from others and from myself this year.
Annnd, yeah. :)
I'm anxiously awaiting this semester to start. Finally, the merge of college-life and boyfriend-life will happen..and I don't even know what to think. It's such a big step it seems and I just want everything to work out. You would think bringing two of the most important things in my life together would be a breeze but it's actually really scary. You get used to living two seperate lives basically. And I know how to function (for the most part) in each of them...but I have no clue how to function when they're both the same thing. I'm happy though. I'm happy that at night, when everyone is out or with someone of their own, I'll have more than a phone call.
It's scary and exciting. But I guess life is always that way.
I'm going to try to learn more from others and from myself this year.
Annnd, yeah. :)