I'm left in the thorns...

[colormeusedx_x]

I needed to talk about the "unofficial break-up"
between me and Jake. I haven't talk to him since
that day, it was sooooo bad it was sooo ultra horrible.
It was soo hard, I even cried for like a whole day
and my heart still hurts.

I couldn't tlak about it though Lissa and Heleyna
already had thier own SHIT to deal with, why bother
them with mine. But of course they'll see this which
is way better becaise I can't talk about it. Why am
I hurting so much. Yet it's so easy to smile and sing
and pretend to be happy.IM a fucking idiot.