A bad person?
Ohka so Jake loves me, he treats me really good. We have so much fun, i love him too. I really do. For some reason I keep thinking about ***** and I hate it. It would be so much easier if I just hated him. That would make me not think about him at all. And everyone thinks "oh, you still have a crush on him" but I don't I really don't. I just think about him alllllll the time. It's horrible. I think Jake can totally see it because he says that he loves me but never in a serious way. He always goes like "I hate you *stare*" Me: "I HATE YOU MORE" Jake: no don't hate me I love you!!.... he always slips it in but I can never say it back. It's like I'm scared or something it's soooo stupid and childish. We play around alot, but we love eachother. I know he knows I love him but I can't say it I wish I could say it. I think this makes me a bad person.. such a baddddd person...